hilda

2008-11-06T18:23:00.000+08:00

hey there,
i've changed my link to bug-thatsticks.blogspot.com so do relink me:)

2008-11-02T22:24:00.005+08:00

4th wedding of the year and there's just one more to come-.-

alrights,after attending like so many weddings in like such a short time,seriously,i'm out of clothes and i get so bored.the food they serve are mostly the same and maybe the taste is the only thing that is different.

and for today,the only difference is that it's in the day and it's a church wedding,and yups,only in the day.unlike the normal traditional one,it will take up the whole entire day,so kinda new to me:)

so,the wedding ceremony took up half my day and after that i was just plain tired.but still,went to carefour to shop for groceries and i'm like damn disappointed because they don't sell the cheese that i like-.-but well,got a substitute still.

btw,if you're thinking of going to suntec city during the weekends or rather,sunday,then i think you'd better think twice.there are like damn alot of cars and not enough parking lots,so yea,mummy went round the carpark for i don't know how many times,and finally...the moral of the story is that if you wanna drive,you've gotta be really PATIENT!

all for that.

after all those stuffs was finally back home.got changed into the casuals and out to meet jin min to maurice house for mahjong session-.-

pretty fun although it was kinda lame and not really used to it because we're not like playing with money$$$but yea,better than nothing.but then,i'm not a gambler neither am i addicted to it just playing to pass time i suppose.

after all those shitty stuffs,left and finally BACK HOME.

hmmm,although i don't exactly wanna be at home,but it's just the thought of my bed-.-

seriously,exactly like what i've expected,when i reach home,my mummy started nagging like NONE STOP.sometimes i wonder if she was a maching gun back then.thank god,she's not a salivia machine,or else,with the rate she's going with her nagging,i might just get drown-.- **haha**

alrights,thats about all for today,and i'm gonna end off with just a few pictures.

alrights,bye people~

and jogging tmr,HAHA.i'm gonna make it please~

2008-10-31T19:02:00.004+08:00

i thought i'd have to spend the whole day at home today,but well,caught a movie this afternoon and it's HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3.damn it,i kinda regretted watching that movie.somehow,i feel that it's kinda boring.most said that it's touching,but seriously,i just can't wait for the show to end-.-

went with those few idiots for the movie because all my girlfriends are not free.

see,

yil yiing & gina needa go for band

cindy needa work

phang is going out with her mummy

daphne & suling is having SPA exam today

felicia is in "JAIL", lols!!!

and after the movie was seeing those idiots playing basketball.hmmm,kinda alright,but just a little bored-.-

i tried throwing the ball and it was like,so paiseh~

nah,i guess it's just the first and last time i'll touch the ball:)

hahas,i guess,it's just not my thing.

anyways,posting some of the pictures that i've taken during the chalet,it's just the lamers once again.

these are the camera shy people-.-

ah gua eng~trying on all of our hoodies and laming...LOLS!!!somebody did this to my lion-.-but i thought it was kinda cool,hahas

and lastly,

and yea,i tried some of that brand's dog biscuit and i thought it tasted pretty good.but maybe if it was slightly sweeter,i'll definitely finish up the whole packet:)LOLS.let me describe the taste,it has a little apple taste in it and when you open up the packet,gosh,it simply smell great,heheh:)

sometimes,it's good to be dogs but well,i'm stil happy that i'm ahuman:)hehe

2008-10-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

i am back from chalet and thank god,i'm still alive.
i haven had a good sleep since chalet and i'm feeling very tired right now.somehow,i simply can't sleep.
for people like me who needs at least 10 hours of sleep per day,i think i only got like 5 hours during the 2 nights*dark rings*
anyways,in all,chalet was pretty good,people are nice and that's like definitely.i enjoyed myself even though my legs are breaking,my eyes are closing and my pimples are popping out one by one.i think it would be way better if mensese didn't say hi to me.i didn't enjoy that part-.-

day 1
met people who are going and down to downtown east.we got our keys and settled down.after that,went to escape since it's like open,once in a blue moon,but we call it off because it was too expensive.moved on to EHUB,wanted to go for a bowl,but in the end nobody wanted to.finally,we split into our little cliques and for us,we went to NTUC to get food and back to the chalet:)
there,we watched ah long pte ltd,and goodness,it was damn funny.and blah blah blah.finally,it was late at night.the guys went to look for the LAN shop and i suppose they have like great big grandmother stories to tell,so yea.hahas.cindy,phang,jm and i went to white sands to like slack-.-yea,very boring seriously.
so,that was about all for day 1.

day 2
it was way better than day 1.since i haven slept soundly throughout the night,i slept in the day till 1pm and after that,we went out for lunch.back to the chalet and blah blah blah.i can't really remember.and soon,it was time for BBQ preparation and guess what,due to people rely too much on each other,nobody knows how to set the fire until dear ziying came,and yea:)
play"1-99" while we were having our food and yes,it was interesting.the punishment was eating wasabi.but that's not the main point.it was just when pern hong put like one big lump of wasabi into his mouth and his expressions,like LOLS.yes,he teared.
and all for that.bit by bit,more and more people started leaving the place and finally,only left the seven of us.me,cindy,phang,jared,jin min,raymond and izzul.some E3 friends came over and we slacked,they left soon after and once again,it was quite?
skip skip skip
in the late night,we decided to look for them to return the discs we borrowed.i heard the ghost show was very lame but still,so long as it's like ghost story or movies or whatever,it's scary.i'll definitely scream.
on the way there,they cycled out and we went to white sands once again.in fact,it's seriously not very far.on the way back to,i don't know where were we heading to,cindy and phang left because they were too tired.jm and i went to aloha loyang to slack.went out to play soon after and i think it's not stuitable for the weak hearted people like me.ha,me,jm and maurice went cycling on this wierd bike la eh,i don't know what you even call it.anyways,FUN!!!but i fell down TWICE!!!and they dint-.-
went back and they started with their guitar thingy which i'm seriously not intersted.
blah blah blah
and went back after that.
it was already almost 7 when we reached the chalet.i tried sleeping because i was feeling tired but i simply can't fall asleep.jm and i started packing our bags and we went for breakfast at mac again.back to the chalet and i seriously buay tahan,i finally slept,hahas.damn shiok although i was shivering because i slept like directly where the air-con was blwoing.i tried lying on the bed but due to some L-SHAPED like persons,you know who you are,i decided to sleep on the floor.
we check-out at around 1030 and we head to e3 chalet.slacked there and finally,went into the pool.haha,it was damn fun and super siaox.i think when i play,i really go siao,hahas.but thats only why i always enjoy myself:)
blahblahblah
and finally reached cindy's house.why didn't i go home?i simply forgot to bring my keys out.
alrights,that's about all and i'm very tired,so bye people~

2008-10-26T18:00:00.006+08:00

bad news people,really bad news.

tomorrow is class chalet and guess what?my menses came this morning and i was like wtf.now,i'll have to cancel my visit to wild wild wet and i've gotta have a hard time managing the stupid menses.grrr~i hate menses.

anyways,putting that aside,i'm gonna blog on monster's birthday.yups,it was pretty fun and of course i gambled and excuse me,i won,hahas,just a bit,really little little bit.and i love the cheese cake.gosh,it's super duper good:)i wish i could have more but the cake is like very small.for my 21st birthday,i'd like to have a damn good cake too and i'll invite all my dear girlfriends and boyfriends.wahahahs,well,let's just be patient,it's just another six more years.

so well,let the picture do the talking...

alrights,thats about all.there are more pictures but i'm too lazy to post,so bye~

2008-10-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

NOSE JOB...

yups,as i have mentioned how unhappy i am with my nose and finally,did some research on it to see if i'm really abnormal.hahas,sometimes i can't exactly explain why i do somethings so i'm beginning to think if i'm from another planet?

well,in actualy fact,many people think that it is ridiculous for people at my age wanting to go for plastic surgery/cosmetic surgery.however,quoted from some places,if you think you're really unhappy with your looks then i think the best way to make you more confident is to go for plastic surgery.i don't believe in inner beauty because when some strangers see you for the first time,they see your face,they don't dig your heart out or something.seriously,i don't exactly think that it is really that dangerous if you go to some well known doctors.of course,some people would just rather save up a little and just go to some cheapo doctors.if they're lucky,they'll have a nicer something (eg, boobs,nose,face,chin,jaw,what ever you can think of and i wonder if penis enlargement is included?)and if they're not,then too bad.in most cases,they'll probably look worser than before.so yea,getting a good doctor is a number one factor for the success of your plastic srugery.also,most insurance plan doesn't cover such stuffs.

so,my research show these:

What Is a Rhinoplasty and Why Is It Done?
Rhinoplasty ("nose job") is the surgical alteration of the nose to change its shape or improve its function. Rhinoplasty is performed to correct breathing problems related to the nose or to correct disfigurement of the nose that has occurred because of trauma or birth defects that cause the nose to take an abnormal shape. Cosmetic rhinoplasty is performed on normal noses to improve their shape and appearance. Rhinoplasty can reduce or increase the size of your nose, or change the size or shape of the tip, the bridge, or nostrils.

How Do I Know If My Expectations Are Realistic?
If you are considering rhinoplasty, be sure to discuss your expectations with your surgeon. During your initial consultation, you will be asked what bothers you about your nose and how you would like to change it.
Also, the surgeon will evaluate the structures of your nose such as the underlying nasal bones and cartilage, your overlying skin and your other facial features. After this evaluation, the surgeon can tell you if expectations are realistic and whether the rhinoplasty will enhance your natural facial beauty.

How Is a Rhinoplasty Done?
Rhinoplasty is usually done as an outpatient procedure under either general or local anesthesia. With general anesthesia, you sleep through the operation. With local anesthesia, you are sedated and the nose is numbed so you are relaxed and unable to feel the pain. The incisions are made within the nostrils and in more difficult cases may also be made across the base of the nose. The inner bone and cartilage are reshaped to produce a more pleasing shape.

anyways,after seeing these,stop being so like "oh my god,you're going for a nose job" or "oh my god,you've undergone a nose job".hahas,i think it's perfectly normal to go for a nose job once again or maybe even other plastic surgery or stuffs like that.perhaps the only thing i can't accept is vagina restructuring because hmmm,somehow i think you're deceiving the man that you're having sex with unless he asks for it because he wants more pleasure or something?ha,but if i'm the women,i will just leave the guy.looks are very very very important.don't tell me that you won't mind marrying to somebody who is so fat and ugly or someone who doesn't even care about his outer appearance,or so what if he is rich.yux,i won't have any pleasure when i have sex with him or something,gosh,i won't compromise to that.and for guys,i'm sure most guys won't want a fat women/lady/girl to be his girlfriend or something,because seriously,who doesn't want the best of something.

alrights,that's about all for the second post of the day so yups,i'll earn alot alot alot of money to support my nose job and maybe some other surgery,but those will just be the minors.maybe when i grow old someday,i'll do botox and if unfortunately,i grow fat someday,i'll go for liposuction also,a must do is a teeth whitening.one's smile is very important,i'm sure nobody wants to smile with the so not order rows of teeth and the overly stained rows of teeth,but luckily,i think my teeth are not as bad.however right,i don't think i'll go for like boob enlargement or something though people like stupid jared always say my boobs are small and i'm flat chested or whatever.big boobs make the front part of the body heavier so yea,i don't want that kinda burden lor,and well,big boobs aint that nice actually.i'm not being a sourgrape.

alrights,the end,so bye~

2008-10-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

1 whole book of chinese assesment to finish
1 english composition
1 english situational writing
6 sets of maths papers
2 pages of poa worksheet
3 days of extra lessons
and...
there goes my holidays:(

actually,for such a long holiday,the amount of work given is not exactly alot,however,for lazy people like me,serously,it is damn alot.i'll probably start doing it in the mid november:)
hmmm,today is the last day of the term and the last day for school,so yups,holidays starting tomorrow and i wonder if it's gonna be a good thing.anyways,next year,gotta put in double effort because i've been slacking the whole year hence,my results started to go down too.come to think over it,i think i was way more hardworking than what i was during the preparation for end of year exams,so it's kinda sad la.
but well,being so happy-go-lucky,i'll tell myself that what's done can't be undone.not like if i cry,my marks will be better or something,life still has to go on,so the only way to make the marks go higher is to STUDY,and i meant study HARD.i know it's not gonna be easy,but it's all for my own good-.-
anyways,last day of school,still as lame though however,we watched money no enough 2 and i thought it was rather touching.yups,tears were like slowly coming out,but not exactly that drama.
alrights,that's about it.tomorrow is monster's 21st birthday party,so lets just hope it's fun:)
bye people~

2008-10-22T16:01:00.002+08:00

hey there,
don't bother with the previous post yea:)
anyways,gave school a miss today because i thought it is very boring to go to school.
slept till 12.30 and woke up,the volcano erupted hence explained the previous post.
well,tomorrow is the last day of school and yups,can't wait for the holidays to come,however,i so don't want to get back the result slips because hilda predicted something bad that is gonna happen.
i don't think i'll be dropping to NA or else,by now,my parents would have known and they'll have to go down to school to meet the teachers i suppose.
alrights,i've already came up with the plan for the holidays so i just hope that the holidays are gonna be great fun.it's like so long long long holiday,aprroximately 2 months or so,over joyed.
alrights,thats about it,so bye people~

2008-10-22T13:32:00.002+08:00

i am so fucking pissed off and i so wanna kill that bitch!!!!
BITCH BITCH BOTCH!!!
i would have just taken the knife and stab her right into her flabby tummy and i would have just chopped her up and feed her dog since she love her dog so much and since she's always afraid that her dog might just go hungry.yea,and so,if i kill her,her dog would have like so damn alot of meat to eat and she won't have to worry if her dog goes hungry, also,she can stay in her dogs body for the rest of her life,although i know that food will be digested,isnt that great.
what a bitch!!!
yea,whatever she does is always right,that includes the taking of my things without my PERMISSION and what do you call that,it's called stealing.so what if i get it back,please...to put it in a nicer way,she returned it back to me,to put it in a blunt way,i took it back myself,and why?because she's the OH-SO-GREAT princess...yea right,princess of the dogs?and when she buys something new,i don't even have the intention to use it and she would say stuffs like "you don't think you use already i don't know hor,my make-up remover is very expensive,yours is the cheapo one,so you continue using yours"and like wtf,she is the one using my make-up remover now.
obviously,her CHILD is the dog what,that's like her precious what so ever you even call it.yea,her child.where did the dog came out from?her fucking vagina.
oh yes,and i haven had my lunch yet,and obviously it has gotta do with that bitch.she simply took the food from the fridge,and i don't care if it isn't my food,but she simply took my food and cook for the dog.what the fuck,and when i wanna take her potato,i gotta even ask her-.-this is fucking ridiculous and she still put it in a way as if it was my fault.FINE!
who she thinks she is?seriously,if i had a choice,i wished she didn't even exist or rather,since she didn't liked me,then what for ask for a younger sister,FUCK!!!yea,and she's gonna say like,if she had known...
she always say things like she shouldn't have asked for me this and that,i'm immune to it because like it or not,I ALREADY EXIST!!!

2008-10-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

school was simply boring.
there's nothing we could do.cindy and i literally rot during FnN.
ah phang gave school a miss due to her tummy up sad but she's feeling alright now.
i'm giving school a miss tomorrow and so is the rest,i suppose.unless,they decided that they wanna PS me last minute,hahas.i'll kill them for sure.
E3 came over during physics period and we watched a show,i don't know what's the title,and even though i've watched it already,it's still very sad and i think we should all just be contented because some people can't even afford their daily neccesities.yea,and for those who just splurge,i think they should just watch the damn show,fucking sad you know.like,imagine yourself living in some houses with damn alot of pests,and i mean pests like lizards and cockroaches,yux,i think it's damn disgusting and i'd just kill myself if i were to live in such harsh conditions.
i have to admit that my house is messy,but least,i don't see that alot of cockraches "strolling" around.LOLS.
alrights,that's about all,so bye~

2008-10-20T13:25:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so bored right now though i've been awake for less than an hour.
yes,there isn't a need to report to school today because it's a promotion day.i guess it's just a day where the teachers sit down and discuss who should get promoted or not.yea,and to me,it's kinda lame.just allow everybodyto get promoted,it's like a win win situation.teachers will get more students to teach and in a way,the class will be more fun.pupils get to carry on with their studies smoothly,isn't that great:)hahas,but seriously,it's so much like a fat hope,good things don't come just that easily.
anyways,it was another day out yesterday and yups,went for high tea but it was uber disappointing.i seriously do not know how to appreciate the food there?i still prefer the one at goodwood park hotel.but before that,it was down to bugis to get monster's party stuffs because she'll be celebrating her 21st birthday like next friday.and yea,just 6 more years and it'll be my turn.i want to have a party which so pinkish.yes,i know it's kinda girlish,but well,i'm a girl:)and i'm glad to be one.and ya,talking about pink,i just changed my blogskin and i thought it looks pretty nice.teehee.
alright,that should be all for his post,i'll post the picture someday,so bye~

2008-10-17T18:41:00.004+08:00

hey there,

school was kinda alright today.during chinese lesson we watch "pi li bei bei",i swear to god that thats a nice show.hahas,somehow,lao shi was very surprised that we actually enjoyed the show i suppose.

anyways,as for the rest of the lessons,we slacked.yups,just slack.so even if you go to school with dark rings due to the fact that the night before was not a very good night,you'll still get back your sleep in school.but yea,i rather slack in school and do practically nothing then to have lessons.are lessons resuming like next week?i hope not or else i'll give school a miss.

anyways,just made some tang yuan because i was bored???so yea,some pictures taken.

the end

2008-10-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

plastic surgery...

yups,just watched this show on channel U awhile ago and it was a discussion on whether or not looks are important.well,looks are obviously important,duh~guys who say that they won't mind having an ugly girl as a girlfriend are just lying to themselves,because when a real thing really happen,they will feel like vomiting.

then they were discussing on whether or not a person who is so not happy with his or her looks should go for a plastic surgery anot.haha,i think for me right,i'll still stick to my dream and that is to go for a NOSE JOB.somehow it's just that nose on my face that makes me feel like so...some might think it is ridiculous and so not natural,but well,it's my face:)

all for that,just my comments on it:)

school was boring.super duper boring.i think i'm gonna just self proclaim someday.got our papers back and just two words to describe my feelings, FUCKED-UP...i don't know why,but i'm so damn disappointed with FnN.i thought i would at least pass or something,but well,人算不如天算,真是他妈的 ...

so,in all,i think i registered myself into 4A4???

2008-10-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

going to school after exams is rather lame,really.you never knew how hard i managed to survive.there's simply nothing for us to do,and even if there is,they don't interest me,hence,i spent most of the time sleeping-.-
so well,for school today,we nearly had english enrichment course,and i was like,wtf.all the other sec 3 classes got to go to shatec to play or something,only e1 and e2 were left in school,so unfair:(
since there are only 2 classes o sec 3 today,we had to have our recess with them,somehow,i didn't like the feeling.
so well,that's about it.after school was NPCC stuffs and then meeting for the publicity thingy.i think i'm gonna give that a miss tomorrow and maybe for all the other sessions.such a waste of time.planning started really late so i guess we won't be able to prouduce something with great impact.unlike if we had more time,we will be able to do something that will really WOW the kids.so yea,bad thing.
did i mention that we will be having lessons during the holidays and so happen,it clashed with the class chalet?
yea,i think i'm also gonna give that a miss.i'm gonna go for the chalet for sure unless the 4 people decided that they too are going for the lessons,but i doubt that will happen.we're all lazy people,play comes first,i suppose.
alrights,that's about all.i know this is a boring post-.-

2008-10-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

oh god,it's another SHOPPING day for me again.
i've been shopping like three consecutive days since friday and like woohoo,i got stuffs for myself from every shoppping trip:)
right now,i've gotta say that i'm just so so so damn TIRED.it's way too much shopping and yups,somehow it makes me think like i'm exercising or something hehe.i hope by shopping i can lose weight:P kinda impossible though,but who knows.
so well,today was down to chinatown for my desert because i've been craving for it since i don't know when and it's still as nice as it used to be.i also went to people's park to get my materials for belt making.kinda disappointed with the selections because they are all very limited and i bought this damn buckle which is so many times out of my budget.i don't know which part of my brain went wrong when i was buying that buckle,STUPID...
anyways,then after that was down to bugis and i bought yet another pair of shorts,it's like the don't know how many clothes i've added on to my closet in just two weeks,but still,i'm kinda satisfied with all my shopping despite the tiredness:P
alrights,that should be all for today,so good night darlings~
have a real good night sleep because tomorrow is another schooling day.somehow,that spoils my mood.I WANT HOLIDAYS!!!

2008-10-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

i thought i planned a whole lot of activities for myself after the exams however,when the exams are really over,i really do not know what should i do and where should i start all the fun-.-

life after exams is rather bored.you'll suddenly feel like there's nothing better for you to do other than sleeping,eating and watching the television programmes.i can't possibly be going out everyday because i don't have that much money and daddy won't be giving me money for shopping everyday.once a week is good enough.

i feel like picking up a new sport which is tennis.i was inspired when i was taking a train down to bishan and i passed by this yio chu kang sports complex i suppose,so yea.mummy allowed me but i wonder how long will i have to wait.other than picking a new sport,i also want to go for cooking lessons.somehow i'm rather interested in that,hehe.so well,i suppose these will keep me alive during the holidays.

alrights,so well,i know it's still too early to talk about the holidays but,i still needa plan.so,for the holidays i make sure i'm gonna do lots and lots and lots of things.i'm going to make sure i get into escape because on friday,it was closed,so yea.i wanna go to WWW again because i miss that "U"-shaped thingy,it's like so damn exciting.then i also wanna go KBOX for sure,but maybe til my throat gets well,hehe.my throat is a little sore i suppose,i think i sound wierd.

alrights,and that's about all and i'm gonna post a few pictures again today:)

is it nice?i made this myself and witht he help of monster's equipments:Poppps.

it's not exactly clear so i might just go to school like that.

2008-10-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

i have nothing much to blog about but just a picture.

i'm presenting you guys with...

...yong kiat's new toy which looked kinda horny to me:P
let your imaginations go WILD and you'll get what i mean.

2008-10-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING:)
yups,and it was a day out with girlfriends and boyfriends.the first plan was to go to escape and shout our lungs out however in the end,escape wasn't open hence we hang around at the EHUB!,caught a movie there,the house bunny and yups,it was a great show and it's worth the watching:)
after that was bus-ed down to tampines and slack over there.
well,for today,i didn't buy anything much for myself but a watter bottle:)it is super duper cute~just like me:)opps~
alrights,whatever~
after that was home and just before i could step home,mummy reached and it's time for dinner.
settled down for dinner at whampo and finally HOME!!!
so that's about it,bye~

ps:i think i needa really lose some weight real soon before the fats just get out of hands.

2008-10-09T16:17:00.002+08:00

finally...

the exams are over~

i longed for today since i don't know when.

well,end of examinations which means the nearing of school holidays and chalets,chalets and more chalets:)i'm so excited for each and every one.

actually,nothing much to blog about,so yea,bye~

2008-10-06T17:25:00.002+08:00

WAREHOUSE!WAREHOUSE!and still WAREHOUSE!!!
i tell you,i'm so gonna love warehouse sales.i bought like damn alot of things yesterday and i tell you,it's damn bloody cheap:)i bought a pants,3 shirts of the same design,just different colour,a bag which is like so damn worth it and a pair of shoes which i've been looking for and god knows why the heck are they selling so cheap:)i practically take everything i see and treat it as if it's all free,hahas.
after that was down to hush puppy warehouse sales whcih was nothing interesting.but me being me,i still got myself a polo tee and my undies:)not exactly cheap thats why,hahas.
alrights,today's chemistry paper.
the whole world seems to be saying the paper is like damn easy,but hey,is it me the stupid one?or them the smart ones?i seriously can't do the paper:(flunked?maybe,who knows...
as for poa paper,i think i tried my very best already.so if i get for more than 20 marks,i'll start jumping for joy already.but well,i wouldn't mind a pass,although i know it's so gonna be hard.
alrights,i'm gonna start chionging for my FnN and geography.school is just stupid enough to put 2 such subjects together.i'm sure alot of my brain cells will be killed.

2008-10-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

i'm aching all over from head to toe but i'm feeling so satisfied with all the shopping today:)
even with little moeny,you'll still get lots of happiness with friends around:)
yups,was out today for the converse warehouse sales which kin loong looked forward so much.we had a hard time getting our way there,seriously-.-in the end,we cabbed down and yups,all the "hard work" seriously paid off:)
even though i was complaining and even though i didn't get anything much there,i still feel that the trip was all worth it man.i bought a top-like dress of myself and guess what,i love it so damn alot please.i got a "free" slippers from kin loong,hahas,it's nice la eh. and all of them bought like damn alot of stuffs,the place was as warm as the market and the people there were as many as those little ants you see on the ground-.-
gosh man,i saw this pink blink blink sneakers,and i love it man,but the price is not friendly at all-.-so yups,that's all for my converse warehouse trip.
after that we moved onto fareast plaza so that i can get my sandals:)and yups,i finally got that pair of sandals,thanks to kin loong:)i got myself a long pair of socks,and i think it's nice:)if i get that pink sneakers,it'll be way better and i'll look damn cool,ehehe.
alrights,that for the day and i wasted another day shopping.arh,i simply forgot everything about exams,i wonder if it's a good thing.

2008-10-02T19:14:00.002+08:00

POA suck more than any other things on this bloody world.still,once again,i don't know why the hell i chose that subject,it's the greatest mistake ever,damn it.
so,as i was saying POA suck and yes,it seriously suck.maybe i'm the only person who feels this way but who cares?damn that person and damn he/she for fucking being such a great loser.
yes,great loser.like whatever.he/she can chase me out of the _______ for all i care,does he/she even think i give a damn to it?like hey,and why do people keep on thinking that i'm gonna cry?alrights,thanks for the concern but i didn't cry although i felt so much like punching he/she.whatever,why the heck should i respect that person.for all i know,he/she suck and he/she is such a loser.other than asking me to get out of the _______,what else can he/she do?lame la eh,this kinda "trick",no longer work on me.say that i'm defiant,rebelious or whatever,who even give a damn to the way you guys bloody describe me.a bitch?a bastard?a crude person?oh well,those are just nothing,they are nothing.it won't create a cut in my heart,it is not even slightly painful,so yea.i'm strong:)
and yea,as i was saying,i so wanna punch that person.but than again,i'm wise enough not to,why the heck should i get myself into deep shit because of he/she.damn useless:)
some might be wondering why am i blogging this way.well,it's like so simply.a blog isn't private,whatever you post,people know.so for the smart me,i decided to blog it this way.i know people are reading my blog:)
*to those who don't understand what this post is about,well,it's alright:)

2008-10-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes people who were once close to you can become STRANGERS.
i guess to those out there who take your friends for granted, it's better for you to cherish them,someday,they might just slip out of your life and maybe,they might just turn back,look at you and ask "do i know you?"

2008-09-30T23:06:00.011+08:00

today's mummy's birthday and like,she's another year older:(

old old lady~lols.
so anyways,since it's her birthday,of course we got to celebrate her birthday at some restaurants and for this year,we decide to settle it at the BBQ korean restaurant,and gosh,the food is like super uber nice and i swear to god i'm going back there:)not only the food is good,the service is damn good too:)that's a must factor for every restaurant you go to:)especially so if you intend to spend a large amount of money,or maybe not.even in a coffee shop,it's a must.
i think good service is very important,it not just reflects on the restaurant,it also makes the person having the meal feel very happy:)just like me,hahas.
so well,picture time~

1.these are the appetisers.we have loads of them:)

2.the BBQ-ed meat:) 3.the ginseng chicken soup4.the free steam egg which simply taste like any other normal egg.5.the desert

heartshaped water-melons:)hahas,i'll make it in the menu of my future boyfriend's "ai xin bian dang"

6. the whole table of bowls and plates7.the pretty ladies

~monster decided that she wants to dress down today and move towards the unglam side of herself!!!

8.the super cute coin like hand towels.

9. the pretty me:)it's the usuals~

and the end~

2008-09-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

i feel like giving myself two tight slaps-.-
fuck man,i knew what the question was asking for and yet i gave the wrong answer.
i thought vivid was unclear,and bloody shit,VIVID=CLEAR.
damn it man,i can't stop dwelling into it.
even if it's just a mark,it is still just as important.just imagine if all the questions were a mark,and if you add all the 1 mark up,it'll not just be a mark-.-it'll be alot of markS
anyways,english paper was today and seriously,i feel like killing myself.
i never knew that writing a composition can be that difficult until today:(
the questions they came up were all so wierd.i can't think of a nice beginning.i stoned for like almost 15 minutes before i start to pen down my ideas-.-
i chose the question whereby i'm suppose to write things that made me proud of singapore,and suddenly,i realise that i don't know why am i proud to be a singaporean-.-writing that composition made me feel as if i'm writing the social studies essay.
btw,the questions they came up with were seriously weird-.-maybe to me
questions like:
do you think sport should be compulsory in school?
~i'm not even interested in sports-.-
write some things that make you proud of singapore
~i can't think of anything that make me proud.i guess it's just nervous.
panic
~just can't think of what to write-.-
write an even that happen in your family life that made you realise your relationship with your parents.
-like damn it,i've always known how important my parents are-.-
teenagers are getting too much freedom and they don't know how to use them well?(can't really remember what the question is)
-the last time i wrote on freedom,it was badly done.
grrr~this is like the third time the english paper 1 came up with questions that has gotta do with FREEDOM.what is it with freedom man-.-you see,the questions are like super difficult:(
the english paper so make me feel damn "pek cek"
arhhhh,i wonder if i'll even pass the paper.

2008-09-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

CRAVINGS,CRAVINGS AND MORE CRAVINGS!!!
exam period is not just about sacrificing sleeping time,sacrificing playing time,sacrificing shopping time,is more than just these.it's also about sacrificing my eating time:(
yes,mummy say that because it's the exam period so we're not going out for shopping.but well,i can't really be bothered with that.what makes me really sad is that,she say "it's exam period,so we're not going so far for food,wait till everything is over".and i was like,ok...and that will take another TWO more WEEKS:(
sad...
i'm craving to have steamboat,craving for my damn good bak kut teh,craving for my super uber nice desert,craving for my super uber nice kueh and craving for damn good high tea-.-and all these are like super far away from yishun,even if Singapore is just a red dot.
GOSH!!!i can't wait to have them,even if i were to have them all in a day,i wouldn't mind putting on weight:)
i don't eat to live,but i live to eat.
life without food is rather bland and meaningless.

2008-09-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

this morning was the chinese paper and i think i got so stressed up-.-
yes,seriously.i get really tensed up when i see the clock start ticking away and i was so afraid that i can't finish the paper in time-.-it's human nature?
so,i'm pretty proud of my composition paper and well,all thanks to my gifted crapping skills:)
as for the paper 2,i felt that i've given my very best,so let's just see how much marks will i get:)
alrights,that's about all,so bye~

2008-09-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

24 hours per day is NOT enough.

i realise that i have so much much much more to catch up with my studies.this friday is chinese paper,i know i've repeated this like damn alot of times,but i'm so nervous.

actually,there's nothing much to study for chinese because i'm already prepared,but still,if i don't study,i'm sure i won't be able to sleep the night before.

anyways,did you guys watch the news or read the newspaper?

ya,they are like taking down all the products that are made in china,well,maybe not all,just most that contain that weird substance in it.ya,soon,you'll find the supermarkets' shelf all empty-.-and by then,there will be no more food left-.-

school was alright,although towards the end i feel like breaking down after hearing how important science was and realising that i cannot cope with science-.-but of course,i didn't cry,i'm a strong girl(so the opposite).so because of that,i rush home right after school and i studied and i finished what i'm suppose to finish for physics,according to my plan:)i'm proud of myself.i manage to finish up some of the chemistry chapters and i finished 2 chapters of chinese:)

i really can't wait for the examinations to end.i'll go siaox man.i can't wait to go to Wild Wild Wet despite the fact that girlfriends and boyfriends haven promised to go,but still:)i'm sure they're good people:P

well,we'll be having POA mock exam this monday and seriously,i needa buck up on that.yups,i shouldn't just work hard for the subject that i can pass or rather,that i'm interested in.since i know that i'm gonna fail a certain subject,then the more i should study for that subject.i just hope that i won't see really low low marks in my report slip.i know i can't avoid failing,but if i were to flunk all the papers,i think i won't even want to step into the house:(

oh ya,if people were to ask me why am i so realistic,i'll just have to say it's the society-.-

yups,without a cert,seriously,you can go no where,and really no where.shit man,i thought i could just go on in ITE if i really did damn badly,but well,mdm tay said even ITE won't accept people who fail certain subjects,i can't remember what was that,haix,really stressed up.

well,pictures

look at jin min's eyes-.-he look like a retard.

the end~

2008-09-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

guys eat like DAMN ALOT of food.
sometimes i wonder why aren't they fat?
like in general,i think guys=pig.they eat like gluttons-.-
seriously,i'm not exaggerating:P
alrights,all for those.
went to burker king for study session today and i'm so sad because i spent so much time studying FnN and guess what???i studied the wrong thing-.-like damn it,shit man,i feel damn stressed up.
exams are like coming in like damn short time and i'm not prepared yet.physics is half done,chemistry is half done.social studies is not done and maths is half way done-.-and still many many many more undone stuffs.chinese paper is on this friday and guess what?i'm not prepared.somehow,i feel like i'm gonna fail this exam.
anyways,i'll stopp all my complainings here,i've got more serious stuffs to do,so bye~

2008-09-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

GENERALLY,i feel that guys are wierd animals.
somehow,they just think differently from girls,like me.
sometimes,it's hard communicating with them,sometimes,it's hard understanding them.
but all i wanna say is that they are too much like some troublesome animals-.-
but of course,despite all of the above,i'm glad i haven forced myself in becoming a lesbian:)
there are still good guys outside yea but i suppose,the chances of finding good guys are like 0.01%?
anyways,school was kinda alright.i had my PE test-.-and yups,i just passed.like of course,who the hell will even give a damn to that kinda test,not like it's even important,at least,not for my batch.
chinese lesson was a total waste of time,seriously,not productive at all.at least if we were to conduct lessons in class,even with a relief teacher,i'll still be able to do something producitve,like sleeping.at the least,i'll get more energy to prepare myself for the next lesson.
after school was chinese tuition and i was close to collapsing over there.seriously,i was really tired.as i was reading those chinese passages,li jie wen da,i almost fell asleep.at some point in time,i think my head dropped.
then,being so tired,i struggled all the way home with heavy bags and books and a 2.5Kg packet of rice-.-oh god,i nearly died-.-hhaas.
alrights,that about all for the day,so bye~

2008-09-21T20:29:00.002+08:00

boring boring and still boring.
i think i'm leading a very boring life.lols
it's like studying studying and still studying for the whole of today.
was chinese tuition in the morning and was sutdying at home almost the whole day.
i was suppose to go to burger king for study session but due to some people who ps-ed me,i decided to call it off:(
well,chinese paper is like this coming friday and i'm still not prepared despite the fact that i go for tuition.
SHIT man,it's super lame to memorize the whole of the shen zi in the chinese textbook just to earn 10 marks for myself-.-can they just take that part of the paper away.it'll be great then~
anyways,i'm beginning to feel like a rabbit having to eat vegetables almost everyday.yups,vegetables,plain vegetables,salad in fact.and yes,i like salad without any dressing because somehow,the dressing just suck-.-i like it plain:)so yups,lets count back.i've been having salad for at least 3-4 days?and yups,it's like almost 2 meals of salad per day.if i continue having salad,i'm sure i'll be able to lose some weight because besically,it doesn't consist of any fat and carbohydrate-.-
somehow i feel that i've grown a little fatter.is it because of the haircut?according to some people,by having short hair will make your face look rounder especially for those who have naturally rounded face.do i have a round face?i'm not sure for that,but one thing i'm sure about is that i have double chin.LOLS,well in fact,nothing to be proud of-.-
anyways,tmr is another day in school and that's really boring.tmr's lesson is really miserable due to the fact that we'll be having PE which is so gonna be lame and make me feel so much like an idiot-.-
i still can't get over having PE as a subject,despite mentioning so many times in my blog,i'm gonna re-emphasize on that.seriously,PE was like so free and easy for the pass like what,7-8 years until this year.shit man,totally make me change my view of PE.it sucks,to the MAX.
putting that apart,monster is getting back her "out-of-tune" singing.for one moment,i really hoped she didn't remember how to do that,hahas.it can really get irritating at times-.-and the only thing/person i can think of,who will entertain her is her dog,puddles the bitch:PLOLS
well,i'm just being lame.
and one last thingy,i really hope that the examinations are gonna end in no time so that i can start my life because exam period is just as good as not having a life.oh,and i can't wait for all the chalets coming up:)yups,and the super long holiday despite the fact that we'll still have to go back to school for the first few weeks and if i'm lucky to be inside the GOH,i think i'll have to go back for training almost every week.count it as a good and bad thing-.-ha.
alrights,that about all for my super long and naggy post,so until next time,bye~

2008-09-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

hey there,

i went for another hair cut today because the previous one seriously sucked to the max.

so yups,now,it's got more shape and at least,i won't look like her,with the front part of my hair curled up,it's really very irritating.

i had tuition just now and i realised that i've so much doubts that it makes me wonder if i'll pass my maths paper.i heard that it's upon 180 marks,like holyshit-.-why not just kill me?lol

well,that's about it,nothing much to blog about,so bye~

2008-09-18T17:27:00.002+08:00

guess what?i think i really suck at POA and i really think that POA suck.
seriously,i show no interest in it and i don't see why am i forcing myself to do something i dislike so badly.
my mummy says if i ever drop the subject,she says as if she'll kill or eat me up.this is geting so ridiculous-.-
anyways,school today,nothing good.
3 tests in a row and i think i sucked at 2.end of year is just like round the corner,chinese paper is just next week,i'm still not done with my revision:(can anyone out there motivate me.i cannot afford to fail...
sometimes i start to think what if i retain in sec 3 next year?
i think i'll really suffer from depression,i'll perhaps change into another person-.-
seriously,its so gonna be like some drama whereby people start to change after a huge blow.
POA test today and i seriously feel like a looser.i actually copied from ah phang.well,i don't know why am i feeling so guilty for that.maybe because i realise that copying mean nothing?what will you get out of copying.seriously,good results without your own effort,HA,what a joke.yes,this is THE good thing that comes out of no effort.
anyways,tmr is the stressful day.i'm gonna like what,command the unit.goodness me,thinking of that really really is stressful.although i've already memorise every single thing that i'm suppose to,but somehow,i'm still feeling insecured.what if i forget everything due to nervousness?lols,i'll cry.and thats all i do when i can't do anything else about something.
for a moment,i feel like saying WHAT THE FUCK-.-and yes,i've been saying that in scholl today.actually,i can't explain that either.it's a good word la i would say.somehow,you'll feel better after cursing:P
anyways,thats the end of my long and wordy "full of cmplain" post.so bye~

2008-09-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

kudos to me:)i've finally finished reading a story book and like hey,it's like the first book,and i meant the first book that i've actually finished reading from the start all the way till the end without skipping any pages and i finished it in like less than a day:)

the title of the book is "i believe you".yups,kinda touching at certain parts and if you were to imagine the scene,you'll find that drops of tears actually is rolling down your cheeks.

awww~then while i was reading,i found this really meaningful,touching and romantic paragraph~

seriously,i'll fall for any guy who tells me that man(it's a joke)

"i am just like the sun and you are the flower. i'll provide sulinght for you to blosom.

sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you.

but you'll know that i'm always trying to reach you.

just wait for the clouds to clear if you can't receive my sunlight.

Remember: to be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking.

to be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy.

but me,i will change the world for you"

putting that apart.

school was not exactly good.i think i'm leading a really hectic life and i'd really like to put a stop to all these.it's really really stressful.but of course,i'm not gonna commit suicide la-.-

anyways,i've been preparing for the muster parade which is on this friday and i'm really stressed up about it.seriously,although i speak confidently and i usually speak damn loud,but just imagine yourself having to command the...like what,whole unit?shit man,really is driving me nuts.but well,lets just hope i'll do well.

EXAMS,EXAMS,EXAMS have been apearing.seriously,i really really want to do well.at times,i wonder if i'm really asking too much from myself,but then again,i bet 80% of the pressure comes from my daddy,he's like the what?perfectionist?hahas,what a joke.i have to pass my end-of-year examinations.i'm obliged to.i don't exactly have a choice.i cannot afford to fail,i needa study HARD.sometimes i blame my parents for not giving me super super smart brains.sometimes i blame them for bringing me up this way,or else,i might have been more hardwokring?

oh well,all for that,i'm gonna start on my mugging session again.so yups,bye~

anyone wanna study with me?i'll sneak out of my house~

2008-09-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

it's E learning day today therefore there isn't a need for us to report to school.

other than the "no school" part,others sucked.
i felt that it was rather unorganised.as in,some assignments were under homework,while the others were under lessons and other catergories.so yea,i think i still prefer to go to school for learning:)
i manged to study this afternoon despite my laziness,i feel contented:)
anyways,remember i mentioned that i celebrated mid-autumn festival?yups,i'm gonna share them with you guys:)oh,and most importantly,it's the first time i'm posting pictures of me having short hair:)well,i don't exactly like my hairstyle now la,although it feels lighter,as in more cooling,but still,i miss my so uber long hair:(that's the sad part of it~

and yups,the end~

2008-09-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

yes oh yes,i did cut my hair SHORT.
and yups,you guys should feel surprise because even myself,i was surprised for what i've decided.
well,turn out not exactly like how i want it to be but it looked alright la,presentable i suppose.
however,i still miss my long long hair.like obviously,i've been living almost half my life with long hair,at least,ever since i've been able to think:)
so well,all for that.
school was alright today and i've never imagined myself having to sit in class for pe lessons for LESSONS.like wtf,it's totally ridiculous-.-i think pe should be back to what it used to be,like damn carefree kind.well,it's stupid still la and not exactly productive-.-
after school was npcc meeting.went on quite smoothly but i still can't understand the rational of people rushing home.yea,that's it,end of story.if they feel they that they have to rush back home for nothing,i'd rather they don't even turn up.

2008-09-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

happy mid autumn festival:)
yups,it's like the "lantern" festival and well,of course i celebrated with my family and of course it's fun:)
so well,yesterday was the celebration.it was simpl but i enjoyed myself i suppose.
so,went down to east coast park and we just crapped till night.
there was this castle works thingy there,and i thought it was really interesting.the castle "toys" were really cool and the castles made really is nice:)really like a piece of art~lols.
so well,that was my saturday.
as for today,i almost died out of boredom.did nothing but eat and sleep.study?well,i think i did very very very little today and did none of it yesterday.oh please,can somebody just motivate me to study.
well,i guess that's about all,so bye~
i know it's a damn boring post.

2008-09-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

12 of september and it's just 14 more days to chinese paper and yet i haven started on any chinese revision other than going for tuition-.-
well,time is really passing so damn damn fast.teachers are rushing to finish the syllabus and students like us have to really really catch up.tests for CA4 are coming up and somehow i wonder if any pupil will study till they end up in IMH-.-
anyways,SHOULD I HAVE A HAIRCUT?LIKE CUT IT SHORT???
give me some advices or something.i can't exactly make up my mind and i'm sick and tired of tying up my hair everyday and getting so frustrated when people mess up my hair after having a tedious time tying it up.also,so irritated when i take such a long time to do up my hair,and before i realise it,it's messed up again.therefore,i thought a short hairstyle is easier to manage.
well,despite knowing that people like jared will laugh at me if i were to cut my hair,but still,how long can he laugh at it right?not like i'm having some bowl cut or something.hahas,but don't worry,i'll NEVER have a bowl cut.somehow i think it looks wierd on me.
all for that with the haircut thingy.let's move on to what i've done today:)
had school in the morning as usual and it's alright.i had a really hectic time during maths lesson because mrs hee was rushing for time therefore she went really fast but i'm glad i understood what she was teaching:)FnN was a good time.i paid attention and it wasn't very boring actually.today's lesson we touched on food and related health problems and it's really interesting.learnt facts on anorexia and bullimia,really really cool thing.and do you guys know what?people who suffer from eating disorders will be referred to the IMH,so cool right.i've never known this in my whole entire life until today,hahas.
for CDP,we went to the DnT room because the DnT students had to finish up their work.well,i'm actually thankful that i didn't choose DnT. the dusts in the room really made my nose went so itchy.
then it was after school and we had NPCC.it's all about slacking today.had promotion test but people who passed didn't have to command the squad,so it's a good thing.although i did prepare myself,but when i see so many people,somehow it just slipped off my mind-.-hahas,so yea.holding the riffle is a torture.it's like so super heavy and i pity my arms:(hahas.
alrights,that's about all so bye~

2008-09-11T18:34:00.002+08:00

my bag's stripe just gave way:(
for that,i'm feeling damn cheated.i bought the bag for like $38 and i used it for less than 3 months,like so grr~
and also,because of that,i have to carry my bag all the way home which made me look like an idiot i suppose-.-
we got our exam schedule and like OMG!!!before you knew it,the exams have already ended-.-lols,felt like so stressed for a moment and i really really really am gonna study:)
i will prove to that person even if i study outside i still can pass all my other subjects.and for information,i did study when i was at burger can,but well,it's alright,i wouldn't bother explaining because i know it'll just be a waste of my time and energy.
well,i don't understand why wouldn't parents believe their children really can study even when their not at home.the reason why people or rather me wanting to go out and study it's because there isn't exactly that much distractions.no television,no computers and no bed.but unfortunately,they simply can't understand-.-so well,it's generation gap i suppose.their time,they'll spend hours to study AT HOME because they don't usually have television and computers.
so well,my daddy and mummy both don't agree that i go out and study,so usually,if i'm going out to study,i'll just say that i'll be going out for shopping/slacking-.-
see,at times not that children wanna lie,it's because the parents that are being so unreasonable and not understanding-.-
aww~people like this,really,PITYFUL.
and when they lied,their parents found out,their parents will start nagging and nagging and none stop nagging.but if they really look back,their the cost of it-.-
anyways,all for that,just trying to speak up:)
alrights,i'm ending here,so bye~

2008-09-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

i can't remember which asshole said that i was jealous,but i have to make this clear,I AM NOT JEALOUS AT ALL.
not even a single bit alright.i asked for it in the first place la eh.
the most disappointed thing was that even kin loong didn't understand how i felt and didn't even back me up-.-
anyways,went to study at burger king this afternoon and i really studied man:)i'm so proud of myself but there's alot alot more to catch up-.-
i realise that i'm really slacking but like hey,exams are round the corner.that's a really sad thing.
i wonder if i can pass anot,haix,it's always so stressful and i think i shall just stop here,nothing much to blog about,so bye~

2008-09-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

today is not exactly a pleasant day,in fact,not quite enjoyable.
after a short break,i'm finally back in school and i felt so damn damn tired,like really.i slept through the whole oh physics lesson and as for the rest,i didn't have the chance to have a nap.
FnN today was nothing hectic,kinda relaxing too.had a really short test and i thought it wasn't really difficult la,but if only i put in more heart in memorising those additives.we went to the kitchen today,to make this really wierd smoothie.i thought it tasted kinda alright for the first few gulps,but subsequently,it really made me wanna puke so badly.somehow,i think it affected my appetite during recess,hahas.
as for E maths today,ms goh is gone therefore mrs hee is here to teach us and i thought it wasn't that bad although she went really fast and she speaks like a bullet train.but like hey,i'm hilda,obviously i got what hse said:)*proud,proud*
anyways,i feel like there's something wrong with my eyes.it's been itching so often recently,hahas,maybe i'm having an eye infection,or maybe some other weird stuffs,but that's all bullshit.
that's about all for today:)

*girls,do you think that our friendship is fading away

2008-09-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

mummy and daddy is finally back from bali and i really meant FINALLY.
those 4 days were like hell and i literally died and maybe suffer from some depression.
all thanks to those people who kept me company and for those who did not,you deserve to die:P(just kidding)
anyways,since they're back from bali and we're their beloved children,obviously they bought quite some stuffs for both monster and i:)
i got a cap,two beach cloth?and handphone pouch so on and so forth:)
alrights,that's about all,dinner was great and muacks muacks muacks:)

2008-09-08T15:01:00.002+08:00

i overslept this morning so i decided that i shall give school a miss today.however,i'm feeling kinda guilty.i might be lazy but i don't exactly like the idea of skipping school yea,kinda irresponsible:P
well,thanks to cindy for waking me up but it sort of like scared the shit out of me and i literally jumped out of bed.but haha,even if i were to get to school,i won't be able to make it in time,so i went back to bed:)
woke up and started studying because like what i said,i am feeling guilty for skipping school:P,so yea,half way through geography and chemistry but i haven started on social studies and physics and FnN,hahas,i know i'm way behind time,but what else can i do.i know i gotta really really buck up,but well,i'm simply not motivated.let's just hope for the better.
oh,btw,i think puddles is wanting to go on a diet.she haven been having her meals and hahas,i think she thinks that she's fat,lols.i totally agree to that.
alrights,thats about all,bye bye~
school tmr,i make sure i wake up.

2008-09-07T17:25:00.003+08:00

holidays are ending really really soon and examinations are gonna be here in no time.
how fast,everything seems to come and go so quickly,and even before anyone realises it.
school's starting tomorrow,and i'm really in no mood to go to school.i just wish to stay at home and sleep all day.how i wish good things come without putting in effort,although i know,it's almost impossible.
sometimes i do envy animals,especially pets.they're like so fortunate.they don't have to work to get food,all they do is to eat and sleep and play,duh~
say that i'm lazy,but i really wish i lead such life:P
anyways,went to pay a visit to suling to see if she's alright,cindy came along too:)
had pancake over there and somehow,i think i really LOVE pancakes.from macdonalds hotcakes to coffee shop pancakes:)mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,yumyum.i guess i can live on it for the rest of my life yea,hahas.
alrights,that's about all.i'm so excited for tomorrow because mummy and daddy will be back,YEAH!!!

2008-09-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

last three days of the september holidays,and it sucks.
mummy and daddy's in barley and i'm almost all alone even when monster is around because she practically lives in her own world.we don't usually talk.
yesterday was a night over at my granny's house and it was sure great.you don't have to worry if you stomach will go starving because just before you start feeling hungry,the food is ready and all you have to do is to eat.forget about the washings and the cookings because there's a maid,and with them,it feels great.to most,i think they should be treated as angels,hahas.
came back in the afternoon today and after that,in the evening was down to kin loong's house for tuition and after that was late late dinner.
thats' about all for my friday and saturday and i bet tomorrow's not gonna be any better.
i miss my mummy and daddy~
i don't know why????

2008-09-04T19:07:00.002+08:00

hey guys,guess what?do you know that there are hello kitty mooncakes available,and most importantly,it's in singapore:)hahas,for once,i feel that hello kitty is so close to me(lols,i sound like some crazy person's really over hello kitty).but well,even still,i wouldn't buy it for that matter,the colourings are so artificial-.-it's a sad thing.
well,last night i made a "windmill house".i thought it looked really good:)hahas,i'll post a picture of them and also,another good thing is that i'm in the process of making a "castle villa".hahas,this is really complicated and i'm getting damn frustrated-.-hahas,i don't know why.but i hope i'll be able to finish it by the end of next tuesday since i won't be at home for the weekends,awww~i'm gonna miss my boster,like of all things:)
anyways,this morning i went for tuition and i almost died there because i was so tired.after that was down to woodlands mos burger to study and god,i studied,like hey~i'm the surviver please:)
well,i would say today's a really tiring day but unfortunately,i can't fall asleep.i barely slept for 1/2 for my nap-.-sad~
alrights,thats about it,pictures,well,just wait till some other days:)

2008-09-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

i sang for the whole of 5 hours:)
and yups,it was kbox session today.i gave the trip to sp a miss because we had to wear school uniform and that made me so reluctant to go,awww~but,i've not regretted:)kbox is just FUN FUN FUN!!!more of these please and won't mind losing my voice for that case~
well,basically went with both girlfriends and boyfriends which included,cindy,ah phang,jinmin,yongkiat and kin loong.the rest didn't join because they had something on,awww~it's alright,they'll always be a next time,which i don't think will take long.
well,i got a little grouchy during kbox session which i can't explain that.maybe i just can't take noise,but well,it's was nothing.then we crakced some jokes,and yong kiat came up with "pang pang tang"=bang bang tang=lollipork=lillipop.lols,it made me laugh till i almost died.and i realise that my "xiao dian" is very low today,and the moment i laugh,i can't stop,hahas.
well,that's about it,i'll post some pictures tmr but not those during the kbox session la eh,because i didn't bring my camera along,monster brought it for repair:(get well soon ya,lols.

2008-09-02T17:47:00.005+08:00

day 2 of my september holidays and still,it sucks.

well,daphne came over to my house in the afternoon to collect the vintage belt and yes,i've earned some money:)hahas,i'll try to make some red ones because it goes damn well with the gold buckles:)

all for that,after that,i was suppose to go for study session in khatib mac with cindy but we were both just too lazy.so instead,i stayed at home to bake:)mmm,yum,yum and it's brownies:Pi love it~

it's like finger licking good cake:)

hahas.that's about all,let the pictures do the job~

the brownies~

the dog~ AND HER SHIT OF COURSE.

somehow i think the shit look like the brownies~

2008-09-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

it's only the first day of holidays and i'm getting bored over it.
there's seriously nothing much for me to do other than studying which i'm like so not interested in.
tmr's gonna be another stupid and boring day.i don't intend to go anywhere because nobody ask me out-.-hahas,how about going to the gym?i think i'm a little too lazy.how about going to study?i think i'm still alittle too lazy la eh.hahas,that's it,nothing much to blog about already,BYE~

2008-08-31T19:58:00.006+08:00

sundays are loved,especially today,it's nice nice nice:)

so well,first stop,early in the morning down to my chinese tutor's house for tuition,but this is not the fun part.i had to stay there for 2 hours and what's more,i have to go there again tmr for make up lessons.

then after was down to comex because monster needs a new laptop and i thought the laptop she bought was cool,although she claims that the prints on it sucks,but still.and mummy got me an external hard disk like finally.now i can load all my pictures in it and i won't have to feel the heartache of losing all the pictures again,unless it crashes,like touch wood~

then all for those computer computer stuffs,which i'm not exactly interested in,we went down to goodwood park hotel for high tea:)hahs,it's been ages since i had high tea and well,the food was satisfying.

and then i came to realise that i really want to be a RICH tai tai.and i meant RICH,i don't wanna be a HDB tai tai or something.i want something more atas~hahas:)

well,if you realise,tai tai's lead a really wonderful life.they don't have to do house chores because they have a maid and that's only because they are rich la eh.they go shopping everyday and their houses will be flooded with like what?branded stuffs like duh~tai tai's also treat high tea as part of their lifes and it's so cool:)imagine you go to the hotels like so often till the people know you,ahahs.that's provided it's a good hotel la:)i longed for such life,like since young~hahas

all for those,pictures time.

monster did the "stupid hilda" thingy thingy.i didn't really appreciate that but i thought it was kinda cool:DD:

and lastly,i'll end off with this cute little thing whom i tried to carry like a baby but she's way too fat~

after taking this picture,i have a feeling that the dog gave me this expression-.-

2008-08-29T18:27:00.003+08:00

our school had teachers' day celebration today and i guess it is so for most of the other schools:)

well,it was really fun and the concert was super hilarious.

we also had ace day but i thought the walk was redundant because i gain nothing from it and it only made my body turn sticky-.-

then it was back to my primary school together with cindy and bao xin.the school changed like so super super super much till we almost got lost in it.i guess it was because it's under construction or so.

the hall is huge like way bigger than ours and the canteen is nice:)although it's just a little small,i think ours is bigger.

anyways,all for those crap,pictures.

=the hall

=the food that i always had in primary school.it still taste the same:)

alrights,next year peixin won't exist anymore,hahas,kinda sad though and the teachers who were teaching us last time will also be moving away to other primary school,so yea,peixin will no longer be the same.it'll be filled with all the yishun primary students and ha,i think the atmosphere will be strange.

that's about all.after visiting,we went to find suling and phang,YEA~

2008-08-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

why do everything have a start and have an end?
why can't things just start and not end?
well,recently,i've been for like 2 funerals in less than a month,it's depressing.
seeing those sad faces made me thing what life is all about.
then again,it made me stop and think what will happen when my parents aged and then...
actually,i am aware that death is inevitable,but still,which anyone can bear to leave their love ones,especially those whom you see practically everyday and suddenly,they're gone,they're gone forever.
my granny's aging and i'm afraid one day it might be her.
what if someday when i pop by her house and she's no longer there?
all i can hope for is that things don't happen so soon.at least another 50 more years:)
ha,by then i'll be 65,my granny will be over a hundred,my mummy will be close to hundred,my daddy will be close to hundred too,LOLS.we're all so old:)
i'll probaly be a granny of some other children too.haha,life just passes so fast~
alrights,all for that,i'll be off~bye bye

2008-08-27T18:43:00.002+08:00

well seriously,i don't exactly understand why do people like to do things behind the other person's back and act as if they are so damn innocent and know nuts about what's going on around.this is so ridiculous.these kinda people will try to gain all the sympathy from any body,yes,just anyone else,just to make others feel that this particualr person needs to be protected and this person is so soft and gullible that that person might get harmed by the others.
but well,if you really know this person well,all the above are just BULLSHIT,yes just bullshit.i hate these kinda people.why on earth do they wanna be categorise under "backstabbers" and why on earth do they do things to hurt people like their friends,i simply can't understand these people.all i can say is that they simply deserve two tight slaps on their faces.
upon seeing this,i just hope that that person knows who i'm talking about.i'm not speaking up for myself,just passing a comment of what that person have done.
don't bother asking me who the person is because if you think it's you,then well,it's you.if you think it's not you,then well be it:)sometimes,the truth just hurts.
putting that apart,school was alright today.we had a change of POA teacher and it's mdm raps.she started off by giving us hell but after that,i felt that her lessons were fine:)it's a good thing,at least i finally understand a little of what's going on in poa:)a good start for my end-of-year examinations.
that's about all for today's post.
till the next post...bye bye

2008-08-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

my menses came like yesterday and it makes me feel so uncomfortable.my stomach hurts so much that i can't have a good sleep,not even a short nap.
everytime when my menses comes,i'll be so affraid that the blood might just over flow and mess the whole place up-.-that's really sad right~
grrr~suffering from depression man.
putting that aside.
school today was alright just that POA still sucked like forever.i still don't like the subject and worst,the teacher,he is like totally *out of words*
and during POA,some assholes just pissed me off,he knows who he is.he is like totally being ridiculous.and i was like,since when did i not ask him out,he claims that we didn't ask him out therefore he didn't invite us to his house for the don't know session.whatever it is,whether or not are we going is out business,he should at least tell us or something lor and not say that because we didn't ask him out-.-stupid childish fucker la eh~
wake up and stop beign that little kid ok.not like you're in the size to be a little kid and not like you're as cute as them la eh.i wonder how does your pea brains even work-.-

2008-08-24T21:29:00.006+08:00

as usual,i'll have a long and tiring saturday and sunday but still,i enjoy every bits and pieces of them:)it's just my way of life~

SATURDAY

i'm a good daughter.i went marketing with my dearest mummy in the morning and i bought food:)lots and lots of can drinks and lots and lots of titbits and also,just for those people who uses silkygirl,they are having sales,so well,go grab them ya:)

after that was back home and i cooked the ginko nut desert thingy,bao xin's favourite:),then my auntie called and she said that we'll be going down to marina to watch the fireworks so for that,i cancelled my tuition"opps"

and the pictures of course:)

i'll just post a few of them la eh,if carmie sends me the video,i'll post it up:)

SUNDAY

today's cherylyn's(?) birrthday therefore we went for her birthday party.i think i kinda enjoyed myself too:)

btw,my auntie brought her daughter's wedding video then there goes my the other uncle,he started showing us his wedding video which was like almost 8 years ago.i was 7 then.like oh my god,we all look so different,i still look super cute of course as for monster,it was like any baby who sees her will be so traumatized,LOLS.it really makes me wonder why was she so ugly last time-.-seriously,she's not just ugly alright,it's the super extreme kind,hahas.i'm glad she looks way better now:)

lastly,our posts have already been released and yups,just as i expected,i'm still what i am and i'm glad although i always complain:)

THE END~

2008-08-23T10:14:00.004+08:00

girl guide's campfire

last night was the girl guide's annual campfire i suppose,since it seems like they hold it every year.so well,it was pretty fun except for the screamings and shoutings,our ears literally burst and somehow i think my ears got blocked-.-
there were only 6 people who went because somehow we got the wrong information that only 5 people were allowed to go,so well,it was quite pathetic la eh.but still the 6 of us went crazy,we were so much of like zi highing because those girls were like-.-
putting that apart.
NPCC weekly training was fine:)we didn't get any punishments and it's a good thing.thinking back,the last time we had our punishments was like long long time ago.the first week we took over the unit:)great achivements of course.
all for that,i was so tired last night when i came back home.i was like half dead and i slept at 10,hahas.so damn early please~but i had a really good sleep,i slept all the way till morning,and i slept for a full 12 hours because i woke up at 10am in the morning:)
alrights,let me share some pictures with you people:)
(the pictures are not very clear,sorry for that)
the "spongebob" sponge
the girls' powerand the end:)i love it~!!!

2008-08-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

is end of year examinations coming?
i think it is ya.
just happen to start counting when's holiday coming,that made me realise that end of year exams are really really round the corner.haven gotten the mojo to study yet leh,how?
flung the paper once again and i bet my father will throw me down the building-.-
why do we have tests practically everyday?
i haven got over that yet,since sec 1.every time when it comes to this time of the year,i get so pissed off with all the tests,it comes like all together.2-3 tests a day,i feel like dying-.-
recently,i've not done well for my tests.or rather,i always don't:(unfortunately~
that's about all,i'm gonna make myself wanna study:)

ps: but maybe after i finish watching the television:P

2008-08-21T15:58:00.003+08:00

*14 august 2008*

monster made fondant on this day and it taste super great:)

it's be better if there were ice-creams,but unfortunately,my family don't exactly like ice-creams.

2008-08-21T15:43:00.004+08:00

*national day*

2008-08-21T15:13:00.005+08:00

it's pictures time...:)

8th august 2008

*chinatown herritage centre*

*outside a chinese temple*

"fuo ya si"

*US*

2008-08-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

finally...my computer is fixed.

well,thank god the guy got it doen really fast.come to think over it,it's really so inconvinient to live without a computer especially i've got to get the schedule and lesson plan done up every week:)but well,still,i managed to survive:)let me consider that i'm blessed~

all for that,today's like wednesday so school started later than usual,i like that idea.

school was alright,nothing too hectic.

we didn't have tests today so i guess there was nothing that got me stressed up:)

alrights,i'm done,i'll blog again like tmr:)and i definately will:)

if my mood is good,i'll upload the pictures:)hahas,i sound like i'm so~

2008-08-19T17:14:00.004+08:00

the meeting is so damn pissing me off. i don't understand why some people just cant do the lesson plan,especially when they are incharge of that bloody thing.it's like so irresponsible.why do they even have to ask other people to "help" them-.-it's not even the other person's job.
oh,most people simply gave reasons that they do not have a computer so they can't do it.then i was like wtf,if the whole squad no computer,then whole squad no need to do lesson plan lor-.-like so...
like excuse me,my computer is down too so it's just as good as not having a computer. it may be a temporary matter but still,i still get the lesson plan and schedule done up right.(i'm now using my cousins's computer just for your information)it's not whether or not you have a computer,is whether you want to do it anot eh.
if you really want to do the lesson plan or you feel that it's your responsibility then you can always go to your friend's house to do it up what,or like what kin loong say,you can go to lan shop to do it up although it's total retardness-.-i simply can't understand such people.
and worst,why will these people become like that?it's only because they can rely on others and those stupid people will do it for them unconditionally(?)this kinda people deserve a shot in their head please-.-
i feel like giving all of them a tight slap and say that i quit from this shit.it's not an easy job really.especially with people who simply think of themselves.
i don't even know why the hell do we have to hold a meeting.
guess what?many of them gave lame reasons to why they didn't go for the meeting.once or twice maybe we'll still believe,but like hey,some didn't even turn up before lo.it's so irritating when you kept on informing people that there is meeting and yet they don't turn up.i feel like chopping them up into pieces.if they ever claim that they weren't aware,i'd bang their heads onto the wall.i've been going around today just to tell people that they have to come or meeting lo-.-and this started making me feel like an idiot.

2008-08-16T21:06:00.003+08:00

hey there,i'm back blogging again.
my computer still isn't done up yet but i've already sent it for repair like today,so let's just hope that it gets repaired as soon as possible.
although i'm happy that my computer can be repaired,but all my photos are all gone.why?because the hard disk is spoilt and to retrieve all the date,i'll have to spend $500++,mummy said that it's not worth it so there goes all my wonderful pictures-.-
what's heartaching is the picture with the 8 of us man-.-like seriously,we seldom have a chance to take pictures together,so yea,not very happy with that la hur.
the next time,i'll just save all the pictures into a disk,at least if the computer goes down again,i'll not be so sad-.-
all for that,it's been long time since i've updated,so i'll just briefly blog about what i've done recently.
monday
monday was a school holiday,in lieu of national day,so felicia,daphne and ruiyi came over to my house for baking session.the cookies turned out to be very chocolaty(?)and i kinda like it.the baking session was alright,just that my oven was smal,so we had to waste alot of time on baking-.-
in future,if i have my own house,i'll have an in-build oven,that can bake more cookies and cakes or whatever,and i'll have a table that allow me to knit my dough and shelves that allow me to have all the kitchen appliances like the mixer,the grinder and etc etc.
tuesday
tuesday was back at school.i can't really remember what happened during curriculum time,but i can definately remmeber what happened during the NPCC weekly training,and it made me go like so wtf-.-
for the meeting,less than half of them turned up and most gave us super lame reasons.
some said they had tuition and the others said that they can't make it.what most ridiculous was some who simply said that they didn't want ot come-.-this is like so uber lame,and it totally makes no sense.not like it's only our squad lo,it's everybodys' squad can-.-arh,i think by getting pissed off over such people is simply wasting one's energy-.-so let's just forget about it.
wednesday
school started late today and i can't exactly remember what happened other than me baking some really disappointing cookies.
this time,i baked really disgusting cookies:Pi wonder why too.i thought i followed the recipe,but well,it's alright la,hahas.
thursday
we had our POA test and i think i sucked at it like forever-.-but the good thing is that i still managed to write down things on my paper la,so i just hope that i'll get at least 2 marks.i need an improvement ma,the other time i only had like a mark,and it's seriously miserable-.-
and yes,thursday is the day whereby monster made fondant(?)just in case some who doesn't know what's that,its some kinda cake that has chocolate inside it and when you cut open it,the chocolate will just flow out:)it's like super yummy and for that moment,i was thankful that i'm blessed with an elder sister who has good culinary skills:)
friday
friday,which was yesterday,3E2 has a whole new look because we changed our seat,i hope it's something good la eh.sat with faridah and xianda,so far,nothing much have yet to happen,so yea.the bad thing about changing seats is that my kampong people all gone-.-that's very sad,i bet i'll be zibi la,i can only communicate with people i really know,and for others i don't really know,there'll be 2 ways i'll react,1 is really cold and the other is really quiet-.-most of the time,people whom i don't know and don't know me will think that i'm qian da la,but well,i'm used to it:)
alrights,that about all for my whole week.
till the next update~
i'm off for my bowling session,it's been weeks since i've last touched a ball:)

2008-08-09T00:53:00.005+08:00

before i start my long old grandmother story,let me begin with

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE:)

hahas,yups,singapore is like finally 43 years old after going throughsuch long long way to come thus far,hahas.

anyways,since it's national day like today,supposingly it's tmr,the saturday,schools from all over singapore celebrated national day,as for our school,there were no exceptions:)

the concert was fun.talent quest this year really is cool,there were more performance and they were much much more entertaining as compared to the pass few years and most importantly,everybody was damn high:)

if i were with the bunch off siaox,i'll be even siao-er lor.unfortunately,i was with the more calm ones,so yea,i got tammer in the sense la hur,lols.

but overall,it was still fun.

so well,since it was the celebration,school ended off really early and i had a date with daphne,suling and baoxin.

first stop was chinatown with daphne and baoxin.suling joined us in the later part of our outing.

so,went to chinatown for desert and to get my materials which wasn't very fufilling.but thankfully,the food made my day:)i will sacrifice my figure just for food ok.

then moving on,we went to the chinatown heritage centre.i didn't really enjoy the place because i thought it was kinda eerie,so yea.suggestion is,if you wanna go there,go in a big group,you'll feel that it's more fun la.

i took some pictures although i know i'm not supposed to,but well,i'll post them some other days:)

after that,was down to bugis to meet suling and we went shopping but i bought nothing because i have no more money left:(i spent it on food:)

shopping in bugis without money is really a torture.seeing so many beautiful stuffs,who the hell can even resist the temptations:(i was kinda moody over there la i would say,hahas.

moving on was far eat plaza.bought a pair of shoes like again.i know i have alot of shoes but well,girls will never have enough shoes neither will they have enough clothes.i kinda like the pair of shoes,it's got a pointy end:)

we walked almost the whole of far eat and our legs almost broke-.-hahs,and finally,we headed back home.

just before i could even board the bus,my momo called and said that we'll be going for dinner and off we went for steamboat.i didn't realy enjoy it lur,no really nice actually-.-

that's about all,posting some pictures of myself:)

pictures that were taken during the outing shall be posted on my next post:)

i don't have the camera withe me now.

hhas,unfortunately ya,i'm self obsessed:)
and she's cute.she's got her super big bone with her:)

2008-08-06T14:52:00.003+08:00

你是我的天空,你是我的星星,照亮着我灰暗的路:)

hahas,this was what i wrote to cindy since i found a slip of paper in my pencil case:)so cool ya,i didn't know i can write love letters so well,especially in chinese:)

well,writing love letters remind me of what we did to baoxin in sec 1,hahas,i don't even know if she knows about it:)but after this post,she'll sure learn about it.it was damn funny,we wrote something like:

the person's name:

我们虽然不是很认识彼此,但是在我第一次见到你的时候,我就很想找机会接近你了........

虽然我们的距离象万离长城一样的遥远,但是我们的心is very close togehter...

then blah blah blah,it was a super long letter that we wrote.if not wrong,gina seah and i came up with this,it was damn stupid,but still,we thought it was damn funny back then,those were the times~

i talk as if i'm looking back at things from 10 years ago~

i wonder what would be any guys reaction if they were to receive such letters,if the girl is ugly,i think the guy will just die instantly:Phahas,that's kinda mean la hur.in actual fact,i don't think there's any especially ugly girl in this world la hur~i know,it sounds so unlike me:)

btw,before i get shoot by any mean people like jared eng and soh jin min,i will say nobody will write to me love letters at all ok:)hahs,i've got some true-knowledge of myself:)hehe

all for those lame stuffs.

NATIONAL DAY IS COMING.but then again,i don't know why the hell am i so excited for,lols~

ok la,let's put it like this,i'm so patriotic:)hahas~i even have a singapore flag in my room lor~(actually it's only because i'm too lazy to throw it away la,it's been there since primary 5 after the NDP thingy)

alrights,nothing much to blog about already,let me show you guys some really cute pictures:)

she's growing bigger,bigGERandBIGGER

and some of the out-dated pictures

the end~

till then,do miss me ya:)

2008-08-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

alrights,i'm back blogging again.

my computer still hasn't been fixed because i had a damn busy week end so well,i have to bear with it la hur.

basically,nothing much had happened since the last post.things went pretty smoothly,so ya:)

also,i guess the last friday's training was alright?hahas,we didn't really get any scolding i would say.

oh ya,i was the medic for the day.kinda relaxing actually.nothing much for me to do,just walk around with the first aid kit and ask if anyone is feeling unwell and that's it.i was suppose to help out with the campcraft too:)helped out like very little bit because there were casualties(?)

then i realised something which somehow just made me wanna laugh.

some people they weren't even feeling unwell or something but they claim they were.so ya,there's this sec 1 guy,kinda fake la actually.i guess no one bothered about him?but i still gave him drinks la,i'm nice what:)

then there this another guy,walao,he like showed me attitude lo.i just asked him what happened and so if he is alright and can he join back the squad,then he replied me in a very irritated manner-.-i was like ok...

alrights,all for my complains.

i'm showing you guys some damn funny pictures:)

due to my laziness,please tilt your head then.

2008-07-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

hey there,i'm beginning to realise that my memory is getting worser and worser,hhasa.i can't explain that.
well,i guess i'm just too lazy to remember stuffs la hur,it's a sad thing,unfortunately-.-
anyways,school!!!nothing much to talk about just a few bastards here and there and sometimes,just a few bitches too:)unfortunately,that's just like la hur-.-
well,this bastard,i've practically got no words to describe about him.not because of my limited vocabulary but because he really suck so badly la hur-.-it's a sad thing though,but unfortunately,i don't pity him AT ALL!!!i guess he just deserves a shot in his bloody head-.-
all for that.
well,have i mentioned that mdm tay is back after ms nur ain is gone.sad to say,it's a bad thing because i have to change my sits every chemistry lesson.seriously,i'm sitting with that fugly face and it makes me so wanna die:(but well,although i feel sad.on the other hand,someone else is like kinda happy because i guess jin min is nice ya:)
anyways,i baked cookies this afternoon.despite monster giving so many negative comments,i still think that it's nice,mummy said that it was ok la hur.but well,it's a good start:)
i realise that baking cookies isn't very difficult when you have a mixer.it's like way easier and it gets job done fast:)
so well,it's a good thing for my girlfriends la hur,i guess.they'll get to eat all the cookies i make:)
that's about all.
and lastly,i'm done with this week's lesson plan and schedule.this week will be the end of probation(?)

2008-07-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

hey there,finally got a chance to blog again.
everyday i'll think of myself blogging and then i remembered that my com is down.well,i have just so many things to share with you people man.but first,let's start of with something bad that happened recently and i'm so disappointed:(
so well,last thursday my momo had a company dinner therefore i have to settle dinner myself.so,at first i not mr yong kiat will deliver food to my house since he said he'll be passing by northpoint and he doesn't mind.so me,being me,i didn't mind too:)but in the end,because of some troublesome matters,i told him that it's alright.then i called mr kin loong and asked him if he wanted to have dinner together.at that time,they were doing the NPCC board,unfortunately,my computer was down so i had to go to cindy's house to do up the lesson plan,and we had triple S on that day-.-FYI.
anyways,so he agreed and i walked back to school.while i was waiting,it started pouring and it was so heavy-.-so when kin loong came out,we decided to go to northpoint instead,because it'll be much convinient.just when i thought it was convinient,i realise it was really far because if i were to come back,i have to go the whole of yishun ring road.but kin loong insisted on going to northpoint.somehow,i was so pissed off that i just went off.
being so angry and hungry,i decided to call yil yiing to complain-.-like i always do.
decided to call for pizzahut in the end.
and this is the main point of the whole story:)
I WAITED 3 HOURS AND 10 MINS FOR THE BLOODY CHICKEN WINGS AND PASTA TO ARRIVE AT MY HOUSE!!!
i was literally boiling please.but fortunately,they compensate me with like 11 extra chicken wings:)but still,i was so angry and i decided to call cindy.just when i was complaining,i started crying:)hhaas,it's like so me lor.
hahas,in conclusion,their service is way way bad:(and it's all kin loong's fault:)hhas,speaking of it makes me so angry:(ok,whatever.
alrights,let's talk about school.
school was rather fun and i kinda feel that my classmates are kinda nice:)i think i've mentioned it like upteen times,hhaas.ok,so school was basically laugh laugh laugh laugh and still laugh:)
maybe except for the mingyi thingy,like GOSH,i can't get over it you know.grrr~i don't like that name at all,makes me feel so-.-wtf.hahas
alrights,then i just realise something, people abuse "i don't know",they think that by saying that,then they don't have to do anything lor,and they can push everything to somebody else-.-it makes me feel like slapping such person you know.

2008-07-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

DEPRESSED!!!
my com is currently down so i'll have to stop blogging for like sometime:(
and i'm not in cindy AH ZHANG house:)
well,just finished sending the lesson plan and all and i feel the sense of relieve.haix,getting sick of doing it already,just feel like letting off everything and take a good rest.
exams are coming real soon.it's already july and before we realised it,next week is already august.haix,end of year is totally-.-i'll feel stress:(then everybody will be like chionging and chionging and there won't be anymore fun:(
anyways,school today was alright.we had 2 tests.suppose to have 3 but english was changed to next monday:)so, i think chinese paper was fine,but the maths one,i'll just need a miracle:)
for POA lesson today,i think it started off quite well,but it ended really badly.shan't talk about it.
oh ya,btw,i've been laughing like almost the whole day in school today.well,i'm not quite sure what's going on with me,hhas.
that's about here,and till the next time i blog:)

2008-07-22T18:40:00.006+08:00

hey there,i'm back blogging once again.

well,basically,alot of things happened these 2-3 days and i guess most of them really suck to the max.

anyways,let's start off with sunday.

sunday was my cousin's wedding as i've mentioned.well,nothing special,still like any other wedding dinners,so yea.

wore my super pink dress,although i had many negative comments,i still think its nice:)

so,after having attended so many wedding dinners recently,it made me thought of what i want for my wedding,hahas,although i'm not sure if anybody wants me la hur,for that case,hehe.

so well,since bubbles are the "in" thing,then i'll have bubbles.if i have my wedding in sentosa,i'd like the ball room to be like pale blue.the gown should be like creamy white with blue "flowers",or rather laces la hur.it's hard to explain,but according to my imaginary,it's gonna be beautiful:)hahas.

oh,most importantly,i want a bigger stage,because so far,most of them are pretty small.and then,i don't wish to have a ballroom with pillars because it's quite irritating to be blocked,so yea:)

hahas,oh,and i want a real wedding cake:)most people's wedding cake are fake,so well,i don't like fake things.then for my wedding gift,i don't want chocolate or cakes or whatever,it's all too-.-but well,i haven thought of what i want,hehe.

okok,back to this.still,it's too early to think about all these.

pictures of the wedding dinner.unfortunately,i accidently delete the picture that i was with daddy:(

that's all for the dinner.

monday was a good day i suppose.there wasn't any triple S because we had ours last week while e3 had the wrong information and they went off.

PE was rather fun yesterday and well,i would say other than the NAPHA test,this is the first time i'm like perspiring during pe,hahas,the games we played were kinda fun,so it wasn't that bad.the bad thing is that we've got all stinky and sticky-.-i hate that kinda feeling.then it makes me wondered how i manage to survive during the camp,hahas.

as for today,it's a total horible day and it started since last night.first,i was planning to have the meeting at 4pm because some of them are involved in the prefects investiture.then i had some stupid and selfish people who thinks that its too late,like what the hell.they think i want to stay back for the meeting meh?some brainless creatures lo.but well,in the end we had the meeting at like 2pm and then again,there's people who were complaining-.-stupid aint it.if they're not interested then don't turn up la,the whole world like rushing to don't know where like that.the meeting wasn't even like a meeting,then why the hell do we need to have a meeting-.-grrr~this is total stupidity and it makes me so wanna kill them.

and this morning,i had an sms,like what the hell,i don't wake up so early people,just in case you do not know,i hate it to have messages when i'm sleeping:(i'm sorry about that,hahas.

school was alright.i was so tired for the whole day and i can't explain that,so i slept through most lessons.oh ya,geography lesson was like uber fun because there were so many jokers around:)we were laughing all the way.but well,there's this person who kept on thinking i was the one who created all the noise,i bet there's something wrong with her ears-.-and it's total ridiculous-.-

physics test is gonna be a flunk one because i just crap through the paper.i didn't really study for that test la i would say,so well.

that's about all.a super damn wordy post,hahas:)

2008-07-20T16:08:00.006+08:00

yesterday was a so damn tiring day.i've been out practically the whole day:)but well,i LOVE that,HA.

anyways,met yil yiing and gina and we went to shaw house to study:)

i know,most might think that it's total ridiculous to go so far just to study,but well,we still did:)

so,studied for awhile.i was hmm,kinda focus i suppose:)other than the times whereby i kept getting up to get food and stuffs like that.

oh ya,yil yiing saw this total hilarious thing when she went to the toilet,like LOLS.she said that there's this ah gua who lift up her skirt even before she closed the cubicle door.and guess what,she was wearing a G-string-.-

i guess if i was there,i'll probably laugh till i drop:)

so,studied for awhile and we went to isetan to shop:)

topshop was having sales so i bought a ring for myself and it's like uber cheap la hur,i LOVE that huge ring:)

then we moved on to far east plaza but unfortunately it was raining so we had to walk a further distance:(

there,i bought this super nice dress which made me consider for such a long time,and when i finally wanted to buy,i thought it had been bought already,but well,fortunately,it wasnt,that's why it's with me now:)

i thought it was a good buy la hur,doesn't look cheap though,but i guess it was sales:)

there,yil yiing also got herself this tube,which i thought it looked kinda nice too:)

unfortunately,our poor gina didn't get anything for herself so we moved on to bugis:)

there,i bought myself a pair of shoes and this one whole bunch of hand bands?yea,i suppose it should be called this:)

i bought a bunch of green,a bunch of pink and a punch of yellow:)

there,gina finally got herself a tube,which was nice because i saw it:)credits to me ya,wahhahas.

that's about all.got home like really early:)8.30-.-which i thought i'll be going straight to occ if we ended late,but well.

so occ was bowling session.i bowled till i almost fell asleep because i was really too tired-.-

so now,it's picture time:)

~self timer pictures:)

~then we started laming in the MRT:)~while waiting for the train ~in the process of cheating,LOLS!!!

and the victim i kin loong.hahas,yil yiing lied to him that gina and i quarelled and that i slapped her and she slapped me.then i got so pissed off that i went home myself-.-hahas,and yil yiing was left all alone-.-

lols,sounds dramatic though,but only that kin loong will ever believe,LOLS.and,all that i've bought:) the end,i'm gonna get prepared because i have another WEDDING DINNER:),lols

2008-07-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

for once,i'm gonna say i enjoyed going to school:)
well,it was pretty fun and relaxing today,nothing much tedious for us to do.
emaths was fun.i'm getting for and more interested in it so i guess it's a good thing:)
as for FnN,it's simply loved.mdm zulia will always laugh with us.although her lessons can be quite boring at times,i guess she's still a good teacher:)
chinese was alright.lao shi was kinda fierce today but maybe it's because she's trying to rush to go through with us about the formal letter writing thingy,which i'm so not interested in-.-hehe
then english was also another damn relaxing period.just had a vocabulary test and there goes the bell,so yea:)
as for CDP,it was a total slack of 2 periods:)
mr tham showed us some videos which i'm totally not into it,so somehow,i guess i fell asleep:)
and for npcc,it went kinda well today.didn't really make any major mistakes so,kinda good:)

2008-07-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

i'm so glad that i have so "loyal fans" that view my blog practically everyday:)
for your information,just when you think we don't know anything,we know everything,trust me:)
if you think you're strong and powerful,let me tell you,we think you're not.
that exactly explains why a weakling like you do such childish stuffs like starring at us and stuffs like that-.-

well,let me make this clear that nobody wanna snatch your boyfriend from you.why are you so afraid that yil yiing might take him away from you?like hey,are you lack of that little bit of confidence-.-but well,i guess i know the reason to why you're lack of the confidence,maybe because yil yiing look way more outstanding than you do.if you don't think so,maybe you just need a mirror ya.i'm not saying that you're ugly,definately,just that you are not even fit to be compared with yil yiing.and do you even think yil yiing wants your boyfriend,like please,don't be dumb la hur.we're not people like you,you know.
oh,and yes,you've been viewing all our blogs-.-which i think is totally stupid.why the hell do you wanna view our blogs(although i know the fact that it's open to the public),are you just so afraid that we might write stuffs about you,if yes,then i really do hope that you see this post:)i think it'll probably make your wish come true ya.
oh,and commenting on our looks aint gonna hurt us baby~
well,we thought we were ugly too,until we see you ya.so it's kinda sad for you la hur.
and since we're people with a heart,we do sympathise you darling~
btw,we are not trying to act chio,or rather,we were born with this marvellous looks,you understand?well i guess not,because you are not born with this,so yea:(a sad face for you~
that's about all i have to say.but then again,after writing this whole post,it makes me wonder why am i writing this post just about YOU.yux,it made me feel as though i'm as shallow as you~
fortunately,i'm making a stop here:)

2008-07-16T19:39:00.002+08:00

i managed to survive through chemistry lesson without falling asleep:)
it was really tough to keep telling myself not to fall asleep when i think half of my eyes were almost closed.but well,thanks to soh jin min,although he was sleeping,but it was fun disturbing him:P(if he ever sees this,hel'll probably kill me-.-)anyways,it was super lame things that i did on him,shan't mention it:)
so,for the start of school,i was being ticked off by this super lame person,and i'm not gonna mention-.-i think it's very stupid to get scolding because of that,but well,whatever,i didn't even give a damn to it and i laughed it off:)i was mimicking when i got back to those people:)

POA lesson was a total torture.every minute that pass was like 1 hour.i think i just don't seem to understand what the hell the teacher is teaching and it always makes me wanna drop that subject.since the beginning of the year,i've been trying so hard to like,or ever love,that subject,but well,however methods i tried,i still hate it-.-
i think i'll be able to pass maybe all of my other subjects by the end of this year if i seriously start working real hard now,but as for POA,haha,i've got no comments for that:)

after school was NPCC,like another one right,but well,it's just a survey la hur,so nothing much.went home soon after it ended.then just when i was about to home my house door,i realised that the NP room key is still in my pocket,lols,so i ran back to pass the keys to bobo,lols,getting blurer and blurer these days.maybe it's just a sign to tell me that my age is catching up:(

something very random-.-
i wish i had the ability to read peoples' mind:)
don't ask me why because i can't answer that quetion but don't you think it's very cool if you can read that person's mind:)as in like for my life,i think it is very necessary.then maybe i'll know what the hell some people are thinking,angry?sad?happy?annoyed?haha,kinda stupid though,but well:)

alrights,i'm gonna end my wordy post here or else i'll just go on and on and on and on:)getting more and more naggy these days too-.-lols,see i'm going on again.guess i really should stop,so bye bye

(yes,and i'm getting more and more zibi-.-)

2008-07-15T19:55:00.002+08:00

i just finished up the schedule and i send it out already:)
thank god that this friday is only service day,so not much lesson plan to be done.i think practically no lesson plan at all:)ha,i guess i'm the happiest girl ever~
compilling isn't tough,just editing.haha,i realise i'm bloody careless ok-.-it's a bad point of me.
well,school was ok.
started off really good and ended off well as well.
FnN was the first period.we went to the ktichen for cooking today.we cooked like scotch quils eggs:)and i tell you,it's super duper yum yum~i love it:P
back to class and blah blah blah.
np meeting went like damn smoothly:)nothing much to be dicussed anyway,hahas.
oh ya,although i got really pissed off close to the end of school,but well,i guess i wasn't really mad.either i'm having pms,or really,those people make me wanna kill them and chop off their heads-.-
and like shit that bloody fellow lor,he banged on me and he didn't even apologise,of cos i get mad right-.-and worse,i'm being called as a cheebye.i'm like-.-arh...what ever.bloody bastard and i'm not gonna stood to your low level.you're just not up there yet,so strive harder ya-.-

2008-07-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

yes,once again,it's monday-.-
i think i'm having monday blues and i hate the fact that i have to go back to school after the 2 days break.well,i feel that 2 days aint enough.however,even if i were given like a year or so,i'll still feel that it's not enough.i guess that's just human,they're greedy:)
during PE today,which is the worst SUBJECT ever.and yes,it's a subject.like hey,we even needa take tests and blah blah blahs for it,and it's like so uber lame-.-MOE lack of pe teachers is it?like why the hell do they want us to take that as a subject.but thank god that most likely,our batch doesn't need to take that for Olvs,if we really have to,then i'll only have to say that it's stupid and super lame-.-
and i guess i'm hating pe more and more lately.as compared to last year,this year really suck.i wonder if pe is pe,or is pe lesson time-.-blah,i don't even know what i'm talking about.
anyways,i dyed my hair like black-.-i know,it's like once again and that's only because i got caught during NPCC-.-
don't really understand why because i'm not even caught in school,but well,it doesn't matter what color my hair is,if you're pretty,you're pretty:Plols,so thick skin ya~
but i think i still do look good in like black coloured hair:)it's a good thing.thank god even after dying my hair black,i still don't look like a bloody "CHINAH" doll!!!i'll commit suicide if i ever become like that.
GOOD NEWS:
puddles's legs are getting better.she able to walk and from my observation(like lols),i think she's more cheerful and i like that:)i love the times when she start wagging her tail:)although she still does it,but hmmm,i think she still lack of that something but well,i still LOVE her,duh~although she isn't mine:)
so well,that's about all.

2008-07-13T17:16:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a long day.

first,in the morning we had the "tie,bid and cook" competition and after that in the night,i had my bowling session.

so well,the competition.

obviously we didn't win or else i would have blogged yesterday.but well,winning isn't everything,like what madel said,we lost with pride:)something like that.hahas:)

then we went home and i slept like a pig until evening,i got ready and left with monster to pick mummy monster up:)she's back from malaysia:)missed her like mad

then it was the bowling session,bowled and i did super badly today but well,it's just a game.

took a number a of pictures and here they are:)

HA,my lesbo darling~

i look super fugly in there~

we're trying to mimick those ahlians-.-

and last but not least,she tried to dance-.-

2008-07-11T19:29:00.002+08:00

to my dearest squadmates,and if you ever see this,i'm sorry:(
maybe i'm not a good leader and i failed to lead you guys.

and to sisi,just to let you know that we didn't blame you at all.it's not exactly you fault to lose the keys because like duh~why will you purposely go and lose the keys right.so ya,whatever it is,we'll all face it together:)

2008-07-10T19:23:00.006+08:00

we had poa test in school today and i bet it's gonna be another flunk paper:(i tried to understand the chapter,but too bad,poa and i just doesn't have the chemistry.i wanna drop poa,i think even literature is easier lor,and most importantly,i'm interested in that subject.

anyways,after school had maths tuition like every other thursday and then rushed down to felicia's house to celebrate her birthday:)HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING~hope you enjoyed our "mini party" ya:)so yups,and she's finally 15 years old.now,the eight only left with yy's birthday haven over,but well,it'll be here very soon:)

that's about all,nothing much to blog about,so let the pitures do the talking.

^^^^^see that candle:)yups,she's suppose to pick each and every one up with her MOUTH!!!

the birthday girl~

scissors,paper,stone:)

me!!!me!!!meeeeeeee!!! last but not least, THE EIGHT OF US:)

2008-07-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

i hate being a perfectionist,it's so stressful!!!
everything i do,i wanna get the best out of it.i know everybody want to do their best but i think i'm asking for way too much things.expecting things that somehow won't be able to happen.
anyways,did i mention that sec 3s gotten their posts already.yea,i guess most of us were quite satisfied and well,i got what i wanted too,was kinda happy at first until...
but well,whatever that have happened have already happened,so well,just accept it")
i'm a very positive person ok:)i know,i dun exactly look like one,hahas.
alrights,school today was like hell,so was yesterday.
i was feeling so tired and i can't explain that.but i guess,if i had a wish,i'd like to sleep for all i can,as and when i like:)
well,yesterday we changed our maths class and it's like finally i can get out of that hell,which seriously,just make me flunk my whole damn paper.so,the new maths teacher is kinda nice,at least it's my first time in sec 3 that i'm paying attention in maths lesson,so well,it's a good start i suppose.
so,all the other subjects have gotten some hope already,but POA,it still suck.i don't know why,but i just don't feel like continuing with that subject.i feel like dropping it,LOLS.i don't even know why the hell i wanted to take up that in the first place-.-it's really an ultimate stupid decision ever.
that's about it,i'm gonna have my beauty sleep and gonna prepare for war tomorrow:)
everyday seem like it's war.
war against time-.-against people-.-
~especially lame people-.-

2008-07-08T16:58:00.007+08:00

yesterday was a very enjoyable school holiday for me because i went to kbox together with girlfriends and boyfriends:)

unfortunately,not all of the eight went,some couldn't make it but well,we'll have another chance together ya.

so,down to cineleisure but before that,i waited for an hour at the mrt station.broke my record please.i was a little grouchy already and finally,after much waiting,all of them were there.

started singing at like 2pm and we ended at 7.30:)it's so fun because i sang alot,hahas.it's so me~oh ya,i'm having a slight sore throat now.

anyways,after kbox was kfc for dinner.didn't really like kfc though,but well,they made the choice:P

right now,i'm lost of words because i'm too lazy to think,so let the pictures do the talking.

~outfit for the day

~the crazy gay boys

~the hot babes

phang isn't in there.hahas,she just doesn't like taking photos.

~best picture of the day

presents, phang the CHILD ABUSEr!!!

the end~

2008-07-06T23:43:00.007+08:00

it's another cousin's wedding today,hahahs.well,recently,i've been attending like so many wedding dinners,like once in every 2 weeks,hahas.and 2 weeks later,i'll have another cousin getting married:)

so,as usual,morning was the "yum cha" session and kinda bored over there because most of my generation's cousin wasn't there.so well,manage to survive and i'm glad i'm still alive:)

then i got home and i took a nap because i was just too tired.i slept really late last night.and then i got myself prepared and left the house in the evening for the dinner.
the wedding dinner was kinda fun.hahas,there's this suckling pig and monster and i were playing and making fun with it.well,it's so normal that we go so crazy.i guess the day whereby i become gentle will only be my wedding day:P

all for that...
so well,picture time:)
~while we wait to get in the ballroom

and we got in...
~the suckling pig's headand,the outfit for the day:)

the end:)

2008-07-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

GOSH!!!maths test is tmr and i'm like damn nervous lo.ok,it's our first test since school reopen and i must make sure i do well in it.thank god i'm having tuition or else i think i'll not only fail,but fail very very badly.by then,it'll be a damn sad thing:(
school today suck please.really sucked big time!!!almost all my brain cells got killed while i was doing the 2 composition.one chinese and one english.i guess i didn't really had a hard time with the english one because i simply crap through but it's the chinese one that gave almost all of us the big headache:(i don't want anymore chinese compo already.
anyways,this afternoon went to causeway point with cindy to collect my phone and like hey,life without a phone is like hell-.-seriously,i really pity those people who do not have a phone.if someday my phone gets confiscated,i'll cry for it and suffer from depression lo-.-it'll be a damn sad case.
all for that,nothing much to blog about,so bye bye:)

2008-07-02T22:10:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired!!!
school days are still just as boring.the only difference is basically me being so damn hardworking and focused with my work.it's quite unusual though but i told myself that no matter what i'm gonna pass my end of year and the most important thing ever is to get A for civil moral education because i'm beginning to realise the importance of it,haha.
anyways,i'm trying to hard to mug but i'm just not motivated.fortunately,i've just started on physics yesterday:)yups,just a page but it's a good improvement.
btw,i've changed my email address and i think it's better than the previous one imma.human@hotmail.com haha,sounds lame la.because it's like duh~of cos i'm a human,but hehehe.
so i guess that 's about all:)so good bye

ps: i'm looking forward to monday:)lalalas

2008-06-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

oh god,oh god,oh god!!!i need money so super badly because i want more shopping.
i think girls can just die without money because shopping's like their life.maybe not for them,just me.well,just imagine someday whereby all the shopping centres decides that they should just close down and say bye bye,i think i'll just suffer from depresion.but then again,till the day comes,i might have already recarnated a thousand of times:)
anyways,let's start of with what happened on friday.
so well,got up and as usual went to school and it was the daily routine.then in the afternoon we had NPCC like any other fridays,just that it was the POP for sec 4s and i wonder if my batch will have it.hahas,chance are quite slim though.then continueing,we had chalet like any other POP,just that this time we had two units and the sec 3s were in charge.i still don't know if it's a success but i just hope it is:)
so well,the chalet wasn't as squeezy as the previous years and since sec 3 only had 5 girls staying,which includes me,daphne,baoxin,madeline and sisi,and all 5 of us slept in a room so it was rather spacious.sisi,madeline and bao xin didn't want to sleep so daphne and i each had a bed all to ourselves:)
that's for friday.on saturday,i got home at around 12 and i went to bed after all the washing up and blah blah blah.woke up at 6.30 and went for dinner and after that was bowling and home.then saturday was gone.
and today,SUNDAY.went for shopping with mummy and well,she did most of the shopping while i only got a bag and a bolster for myself:)oh ya,talking about bags,daddy bought me a dkny bag recently and i thought it was kinda nice:)so yups,daddy is loved.
anyways,i think i have been buying too many bags recently.talking about april alone,i already had 4 new bags and for june alone,i had 2 new bags,hahas.i'm contented actually:)
then after shopping was down for dinner with carmie and all at some hotel and the food was-.-well,not that bad but just nothing special.
so well,that's about all.good night:)

2008-06-26T20:14:00.007+08:00

i was feeling so uncomfortable from the moment i wake up or rather,even when i was sleeping i could feel my womb(is it even my womb?)contracting man.it's so painful please.

i went to school and i went home like during recess because it was unbearable.yups,took a rest and i'm feeling absolutely fine:)i think i feel guilty for going home earlier,hahas,so unlike me ya.i should have just tolerated.

anyways,yesterday monster made some whipped potato.although it was just some extras,i must say that it taste so GREAT!!!:)

that's about all for the post.it's kinda short,i know.so i'm gonna just end off with photos which were taken on saturday:)

and the end:)i promised,and i did post my pictures:)

2008-06-24T19:24:00.006+08:00

i'm finally back blogging.yes,finally.
recently,or rather,i've always been so lazy.but well,i think i'm extremly lazy these days.i wanted to finish up my homework during the holidays,but well,i still didn't manage to.i kept on telling myself that i have to do,but well,it's already the end of the school holidays and i'm still chionging for all my homework.haix...i want my honeymoon years please:(sec 1 and 2 were really slacky.even if the homework were left undone,nothing will happen-.-
O lvls are next year and i'm getting really panic.i still can't really cope with the subjects,and not really use to physics and chemistry splitted up into two different subjects.i thought it was kinda wierd,so yea
oh well,let me blog about what i've done for the past few days.
on thursday,which is survival camp,but unfortunately,i'm not able to go because i'm daddy's girl-.-
so in the morning,daphne,felicia,suling and bao xin came over to my house.felicia,suling and baoxin left for the camp and they went to school as if they were going for a war or something,hahas.but well,they enjoyed the camp la.i think it was a good thing that i can't go,hahas.if not i'll have sandflies bites all over me.i saw hong siang's hand,it's like some disease or something.i'll really cry if it happened on me.
so they left,while daphne stayed on.she didn't went because she had an mc.so well,lunched and blah blah blah.
on friday,i rot at home.due to conference the night before,i woke up really late in the afternoon.i guess i'm really not use to sleeping so late already.i guess,i still love going to bed early.so long as i can sleep,i won't mind.
on saturday,it was my cousin's wedding.slept like 3am in the morning because i kept tossing around the bed and i woke up at 4.30 am to get prepared because we have to reach there like 6.15-.-yes,i need almost an hour to prepare because of my hair,haha.
so well,it was the morning tea ceremony and i think the bride was kinda pretty yea:)yes,as people always say,girls will be the prettiest on their wedding day.i think it's rather true:)

so well,just posting some of the pictures.the rest are in the camera which is currently in monster's hand-.-so till i get it,i'll post them.i think it'll take some time.

the morning:)

the night:)

and that's it.bye bye:)

2008-06-18T10:39:00.005+08:00

i'm back from taiwan:)
actually i'm back on monday night but i was just too tired to blog,so yea.i dragged till today.

so well,overall,it was kinda ok,nothing really special and nothing great actually.the only thing that i'm very disappointed are the food.the food is seriously grouse,i do not know how to appreciate it.but other than that,most of it are fine.the shopping is definately great:)so of cos,i came home with an extra bag full of all my shoppings:)

alrights,i'm too lazy to post all my pictures,so too bad:(

if i were to post it,it will take me forever because i have like 100 plus pictures.i'm not exegerating(sp?)

2008-06-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

i'll be GONE for the next 7 to 8 days...

and yes,our miss PRETTY,little CUTE hilda will be going for her taiwan trip tomorrow:)

so yups,dear darlings,please do REMEMBER to miss me:)

i just hope that this taiwan trip is gonna be so damn damn damn fun:)

oh ya,just before i forgot,it's like after a so damn bloody long time,like 8 years,and FINALLY,i'll be taking a plane.

the last time was like a flight back from malaysia-.-which is so stupid and lame.even before my ass gets warm,i have to get down the plane already,so kinda waste of money la hur.

PICTURES!!!

*just in case you guys might miss my pretty face when i'm gone:)*teehee

this aint me of course.it's monster's fat dog,PUDDLES:)so cute ya,she's simply *LOVED*

2008-06-05T23:01:00.006+08:00

so what if i know what's going on,i can't do much anyway:(

for once,i finally realise that they aint my everything.

just when i needed them so much,none was there.

am i asking for too much?

2008-06-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a super long day therefore i was so tired when i reach home that i simply laid flat on the bed:)
so,i woke up so damn early in the morning,like 7.15 to prepare myself and off i go for my mahjong session at carmie's house:)unfortunately,she wasn't there,so we played 3 "kaki" lo:)
i just got to realise that mahjong can be that fun although i've been playing it and growing up with it since young.but still,lost abit,but well,it's not the money la hur,it's the game:)good mentality ya.
then after i rushed down for BBQ at syy's house.we celebrated kin loong's belated birthday,gina's birthday and daphne's and agatha's early birthday:)i thought it was kinda fun.most got pushed down into the pool and all got drenched:)including me,i was having mensese please,and the pad was like so damn soaked in water till i can hardly see the blood stains.
yups,that's about all for yesterday.the pictures will be uploaded "some day" because i'm too lazy to do so:)

2008-06-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

continuing from my previous post...
yes,as i was saying,sec 3s were so stressed up until alot of girls have sleep walk and it's so damn funny please.i'm not sure for the guys but until now i haven hear any stories.
take for example bao xin,daphne and suling.it's like LOLS!!!
let's start with bao xin.
she had sleepwalk.
first,she slept and she started talking.felicia was like "huh,huh,huh"she thought that bao xin was talking to her,but actually she was sleep talking-.-
then bao xin dreamed that she had to fall in at the fron't concourse.so,she woke up and walked to the front concourse with her first aid kit since she was the first aider.
but somehow or rather,she managed to walk back to the classroom and then back to her sleep-.-
then it was suling.she woke up in the middle of the night and she woke felicia and asking felicia to go and collect firewood with her.then felicia was like,HUH!!!
HA!!!felicia always the blur one:p
and for daphne,she was finding felicia's bag together with her,and then suddenly she just lie on the floor and sleep.felicia thought what happen lo-.-
all for the sleep walking.
during the games,there were also funny stuffs that happened.since i'm inchange of trust fall,i was there,like duh~
so trust fall,we had to lie down from high heights and drop down.and it was damn funny to see so many of their pants to drop,hahas.
then it reminded me when i was in sec 2.i played that game and my pants also dropped:Pbut of cos,nobody realised it la,hahahahahahahah

2008-06-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

i'm back from camp so this post is gonna be so damn wordy:)
yups,camp is torturing
camp is so damn stressful
camp is killing me
and
this camp sucked big time:(
yes,because our proposal doesn't seem to work yea.
but i dun quite understand why the hell we needa do the proposal when it have to be changed over and over and over again even when the camp is already here-.-
and the proposal,she aproved it lo,and it's like,even up till the camp,we still have to change,and she say until like it is our fault like that-.-madeline showed her the proposal like i think about a week before or something.maybe not exactly a week la hur,but still she aproved it.
but still,the camp didn't go unsuccessfully because of the proposal,like of cos~there are still many reasons.
i guess,no,i dun have to guess,it's confirm that because we were so unprepared,but we did try our best.
oh ya,the campfire seriously sucked-.-
really really really sucked so damn big time,until i also dunnoe what to say already.
song leaders,including me,we sang too softly until the NCOs voice also louder than us-.-
so,after this camp,sec 3s becoming NCOs,is like,almost impossible.HA!don't even have to think about it lo.
for now,i'm so damn glad that the camp i OVER!and i'm so damn glad that i'm at home and i'm so damn glad that i eat so much before the camp as if i'm going to jail the next day-.-during the camp,most of us went on hunger,ok,maybe not that jia lat la hor,but still,most didn't have the time to light the damn solid fuel,and so,no maggie for meals-.-survived on can food please~
i'll go on anti maggie for the rest of my days until the next camp.
THE END!!!

2008-05-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

"cos you are special---special
everyone is special
everyone is special their ways"
yups,and that's barney.
recently,i've been catching barney on kids central since it's a school holiday and i'm so bored and there isn't any interesting programmes in the afternoons,so yups:)
i think i enjoyed watching barney though it have never been my childhood "meals time" show,but still:)
oh ya,let me continue my post of that girl which i've mentioned in the earlier post.
walao,if only she'd ever find trouble with me,i'll give hell man.
wtf,seriously,though she have yet to do anything to me,but like please,it's her face la.you know she zi-lianed in her blog.well,it's quite normal for girls and nowadays even guys,cos even i do,and very often,but please,such ugly face,she can simply fuck off-.-'''
and what's it with her dyed hair-.-i think it looked rather disgusting.i wonder if she went to the salon anot.but if she did,then i think the person sucked at being a hairstylist lo.her hair is like so "patchy patchy",LOLS
i know it's kinda lame blogging about somebody who doesn't even know who the hell i am,but,hahas,that's me:)

2008-05-28T11:57:00.000+08:00

muahahahahas,i cut my hair.like duh~and it's for real:)

i think i dun look that bad la hur.i still look normal.

though i really miss my long hair,but well,let's change for a new look.

changes for the better:P

pictures:

that's about all.i'll blog again later on:)

2008-05-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

it's a second visit to "that place" once again(it's not very convinient to mention it,because i have spy around),but well,this time it wasn't really very fufilling,kinda sad because of the weather,it's part of the reason to my moody mood and maybe to the rest too,so...
i played this thing twice and god,it's so super thrilling and it's twice fun:)though not all of us were there,but still,i guess we did make kin loong's day,didnt we?we tried hard yea:)
then we went to catch a movie,what happened at vegas,and god~it's nice,definately:)it's touching at the end and i heard that jin min teared,did you?i know you wish that you were the guy and the girl was________:)
btw,read this girl's blog and she is wierd.girlfriends were talking so much about her therefore i was curious.i didn't know that feelings can change that fast,as in super duper kind.not even a rocket can be that fast lo-.-
she's wierd.she thinks that she really have the looks that she can comment and choose any guy she want.like please,though i'm not really pretty,but i think i'm way better than her,duh~that crap face of hers,machiam the face got smashed or something,oh please,just leave it at home.not being pretty is not your fault,but getting out of your house scaring people means you're wrong:)i quote it from somewhere:)
then as i was saying,yea,this girl drank like cough syrup or something and slashed her wrist and her tongues,like please,if i were her,i'll just go and commit suicide.why do such fanciful stuffs just to torture yourself?lols,i think it's just plain stupid-.-'''

2008-05-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

second post of the day and today is LOVED:)

basically,in the afternoon i went for glamour shot and it's damn cool please:)

although it was a long wait before my turn,but still,the waiting is all worth it.

so yups,shan't do much typing.i'm gonna post some of the pictures so let the pictures do the talking.

the hair set-up was good.
the make up artist was nice,and her skills were super duper GREAT!!!
the only thing that made me look wierd,like really wierd was the costume,hahas!!!
WU DA LA!!!WU DA LA!!!

2008-05-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!basically,went to lido at shaw house yesterday to study with carmie,i know it sounds a little not me and quite ridiculous but still.
the place was good because there were so much food though it consist of mainly fast food btu still.it'll be better if i had more money.current financial status is poor,haha!
so anyways,had subway cookies and god,it taste just so good:)i love it and more of those please!!!
well,after that went to takashimaya for dinner and i had this really disgusting yaki udon.like what the name have already suggested "yaki"="yucky".if i had just known,i'll not order that.then went for japanese desert,it have always been my love but i don't know what you even call it,so yea.
then it was the usuals,down to OCC for bowling,and then it was home:)
lastly,my new phone suck!!!walao,it's really pissing me off.i didn't had this problem with the previous phone.whenever i want somebody to send me songs or whatsoever shit,it always appears as the memory card have no more space.FUCK MAN!!!i have so much memory left in the memory card lo,crap!!!

2008-05-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

hell is here!!!
camp is arriving!!!
stress is increasing!!!
tears oh tears,go away and dun ever come back.
yesterday was the worst day ever,i cried as if the world have ended and all thanks to that person who is fucking ridiculous and who speaks which makes no sense,ridiculous aint it.one word to describe it,FUCK!!!
anyways,holidays have already started and camp is next week.we have exactly one week minutes the sleeping time it's less than a day.gosh!!!i bet we'll all be damn stressed up during the camp man,grrr~kinda scary and alittle excited
(:)see that,mixed up feelings.HA~
so well,stayed back this afternoon and have the proposal and some other stuffs done up and it made me so damn tired.all for that,bye bye
advise of the day:
there's a limit to everything.it takes alot of time for the volcano to erupt.it erupts only when the temperature is too high.therefore,dun ever provoke me.like a volcano,when it errupts,it will kill alot of people:)

2008-05-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

school is basically slack,slack and more slack-.-
i dun understand why do we still have to go to school since we don't do much either.why can't MOE just let us have early holidays,lols.and yes,i know the school have no say to holidays-.-it's a sad thing i would claim.
anyways,today was better than those previous days whereby we have to sit in class and rot,instead,we went to the science centre,and i suppose it's a good thing:)it's at least way better than staying in school.
and yes,i gotta say that it's like been so long since we've gone out of school,hahas.more of these please~though it's not very fun la huh,but still.
so down to science centre like i've mentioned,and god!!!first time in my whole entire life that i realise a dinosaur is so super huge.when i say huge,it's really really huge!so yea,acted like a little kid,as in those primary school kid,hahas.
then after we went to the mac to have food because i'm just feeling too hungry.
btw,i hate mensense-.-it makes me feel more hungry more frequently and the worse thing is that i've got to deal with those bloody pads.oh my my~it's looks so-.-
all for that,advise of the day:
if you guys haven thought that what's around you are important and you think that losing them is no big deal,be it things or humans or animals,then i think it's time to wake up and treasure everything you have.
if only "if only" isn't in my mind then i might feel better ya?i'm sure most of us will regret things that we've done,decisions we've made and things that we've not done.i think it's plain our own fault-.-