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Thursday, September 18, 2008Y

guess what?i think i really suck at POA and i really think that POA suck.
seriously,i show no interest in it and i don't see why am i forcing myself to do something i dislike so badly.
my mummy says if i ever drop the subject,she says as if she'll kill or eat me up.this is geting so ridiculous-.-
anyways,school today,nothing good.
3 tests in a row and i think i sucked at 2.end of year is just like round the corner,chinese paper is just next week,i'm still not done with my revision:(can anyone out there motivate me.i cannot afford to fail...
sometimes i start to think what if i retain in sec 3 next year?
i think i'll really suffer from depression,i'll perhaps change into another person-.-
seriously,its so gonna be like some drama whereby people start to change after a huge blow.
POA test today and i seriously feel like a looser.i actually copied from ah phang.well,i don't know why am i feeling so guilty for that.maybe because i realise that copying mean nothing?what will you get out of copying.seriously,good results without your own effort,HA,what a joke.yes,this is THE good thing that comes out of no effort.
anyways,tmr is the stressful day.i'm gonna like what,command the unit.goodness me,thinking of that really really is stressful.although i've already memorise every single thing that i'm suppose to,but somehow,i'm still feeling insecured.what if i forget everything due to nervousness?lols,i'll cry.and thats all i do when i can't do anything else about something.
for a moment,i feel like saying WHAT THE FUCK-.-and yes,i've been saying that in scholl today.actually,i can't explain that either.it's a good word la i would say.somehow,you'll feel better after cursing:P
anyways,thats the end of my long and wordy "full of cmplain" post.so bye~

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